My Best Friend

R.I.P.

I haven't herd from Madison in a month i'm starting to get worried but i don't want to think the worst i know she was depressed because everyone at school was ganging up on her for dating a guy that no one likes but she didn't listen at least i hop she didn't because they were saying kill yourself,go drink bleach, and things like that when you are Madison you are the most nicest and funniest when your around her. I'll call her and i'll stop by her apartment so I stop by and i find her with a bottle of pills in her hand and her on the floor,she took it seriously she overdosed and is not breathing i didn't know what to do so i called 911 when they got here i was in tears cause they couldn't bring her back to life they told me that she had died on the way to the hospital  and i was heart broken i was walking away from everything my family,friends,i just lost my best friend to suicide and i can't live knowing that i caused this. I know Madison would not want me to blame myself but i do i did this to her and i know that she's up there with Brianna and everyone else she lost but i lost my best friend on 1/29/22 5 days after her birthday and honestly loosing her is hard i can't sleep,eat or think because she's gone she was my rock my best friend my soul mate now she's gone.