My Best Friend

1 year later

It's been a year since I lost my best friend Madison i cry from time to time but i do it alone i miss her i wist her everyday to talk to her and just sit there and i just cry and tell her how my day was and i'll sit there for hours i just never felt this alone i had everything i had my best friend my college and sports but all that went down hill i lost my best friend and now what i can't talk to her i can't call her i just need my best friend back. All i did was make her cry but she would always come back because she didn't like being alone she would sit in silence and just listen to music and cry because it was so much for her to handle she just needed someone to care for her because her parents are back home in Texas were in New York because that's where we got accepted to college and now that my best friend is gone i feel like i can go back home to Texas because i don't have a purpose here anymore I don't know my name anymore i don't know who i am anymore like honestly i can't even focus in class i'm just going to drop out i know that's not what Madison would want me to do but i have to if she was here i would stay but there's no reason  for me to stay here even though she buried here i guess i can stay her in the big city. Madison I miss you dearly and i can't be without you i'll see you soon my love i love you.