My Best Friend

Him or Someone Else?

So he tells me that he likes me and then the next day i see him kissing my best friend from 1st grade i have every right to be mad at him and her cause he did it again he went for my friend and not me i can't trust him anymore like honestly he knows how much i hate people lying to me it's one thing that i don't like even when it's my friends doing it to me and Hailey knows how much i like him i talk about him everyday and she has a boyfriend but she doesn't care as long as she's making my life hell that's all that matters to her she only thinks about herself no one else. I don't let that get to  me even when people are being fake because i know that i will have someone else that's not Conner. I'll have Dylan he cares for everyone and he puts others fist and that's what i need not that Conner doesn't do that he does i just can't trust him i can trust Dylan i just know that me and Dylan will hit it off we are attending the same college and we have everything in common we both play sports,both have good grades i know i should stop caring but i can't knowing it's my best friend and i can't let him go I love him to much to do that i cant do it knowing that he doesn't like me anymore or that he will not lie to me. I know that Conner will get over me because he probably never liked me how i liked him i love him and love is such a strong word my mom always told me that "You will not always get what you want but shoot for the sky even if you miss you will land upon the stars." I always live by what my mother says or sad i'm making my mom proud by doing what i love doing and what i came here to do.