Broken

Alicia's Birthday & Razors

Alicia P.O.V

"Happy Birthday honey" my mom came up from behind me and hugged me tightly.

"Thanks,mom" I said. I stood up and gave my mom a big hug, "Thanks mom your the best." I said, "Now sweetie go up stairs and in your room and wait until I call you to come back down, we are planning your party in the house and a bunch of people are come and Niall" she said and she shooed me over to the stairs.

When I got up stairs I saw a dress laid out in my bed it was a white bodycon dress and looked amazing. I went over to my desk and logged into my twitter.

@Niallers_baeee_ Why don't you leave Niall alone?

@Sarah_Here leave Niall alone and go kill yourself god you're so ugly.

@He's_Mine I really don't see why Niall is dating you your ugly and pathetic go kill yourself and don't worry NOBODY will miss you!!! :/

I was crying and my vision was blurry because of the tear I wiped them away and went over to my bathroom and looked in the cabinet and looked for a razor when I found one I looked at the razor for a long time a lot of thought were on my mind and finally I brought the razor to my arm and dragged it lightly across my wrist and I slowly fell to the floor and sat down as I saw the blood coming out, I wanted to scream and cry but the pain kept me distracted from everything. The bleeding stopped a little and I wrapped it will some cotton wads and but it against the cut and whimpered from it touching and put some tape around the were the cut and the cotton wad was and taped it so it could hold still. I went to change my clothes and put on the dress And put on my white converse and and curled my hair into ringlets and I heard my mom call me at the perfect time I walked out of my room and was about to walk downstairs and saw everybody waiting for me right below the stairs. I walked down the stairs and was taking with all my relatives and my mom and my mom boyfriend and was hugged.

"Okay everybody get ready Alicia is about to blow out the candles and make a wish" she brought me over to my cake and turned off the lights and lit up the candles making the candles the only lights to be seen and I could only see people that were surrounding the table

"Make a wish,sweetie."

I blew the candles and made a wish and everybody said "Happy Birthday"

And everybody was handed cake and I was still trying to look for Niall as I saw his blonde hair I ran toward him hugged him from behind me and Niall turned to face me

"Hey babe, happy birthday" he smiled and pecked me on the lips, and we talked for most of the party and when the party was finally over I said goodbye to everyone as they wished me a the best birthday and walked out of the door and I thanked my mom for the party and and went to my room and fell asleep happily.

Sooooooooo soooooooo sorry for not updating :) Byee