Broken

The Me That's Waiting.

recap//

Alicia blacks out and is greeted by a girl in a white dress

Alicia.

"Who are you?" I say to the girl that looks almost like me but with glowing and happy eyes

"I'm Alicia" She smiles and I can see that its not a fake on either.

"W-what am I doing here?" I so confused by the girl because she reminded me of myself a happier version of me. "Your in the place were people go to be finally being happy"

"I'm in heaven?" I'm dead? I mean honesty I'm finally dead.

"Yeah your in heaven, your not dead if that's what your thinking" her face hold a frown.

"B-but I though it worked, I have to go back to reality?" I really wanted to stay here it looked peaceful and happy were I can be happy again. "Its not your time yet Alicia.. I'm not going to lie because all angels don't lie we have no reason to, you will be here soon, god have other plans for you right now." She looked beautiful she has the same curly hair I used to have then I have the dull looking hair, she has those eyes I used to have but I don't have them because of my depression.

"Alicia wake up!" I hear his voice and its familiar, its Niall's. "Take it easy on him Alicia, please" I didn't know understand what she meant, but I was facing reality again when I saw the Niall face shoot with worried expression when I opened my eyes.

"Baby, god you scared the shit out of me, Why?" He looked at me and I couldn't even answer it wasnt Niall's fault that I had insecurities and what Doctors would probably call "Suicidal" it was the world or society that was killing me, and Oh how badly did I want it to end. But I didn't want to hurt Niall in the end, and I knew there was an ending in me.

So like I'm not a suicidal freak myself okay, just because I write about a girl being suicidal for what you call "a stupid reason over some small hate" no she's like that for a more farther story that I have not told yet and because of the hate she is getting is worse than being hated on in school too. Chapter ended sorry for. being short