Broken

Heart Hurts & Never Again

My heart literally felt like a thousand daggers in my heart, like their was this big hole in my chest, maybe it was because Niall had to leave for the tour or because there was more hate then ever, people from school leaked to the press about me being suicidal and almost killing myself. Niall was planning on going on a vacation only me and him to Hawaii for a month so we can have some time alone and because he wanted to help. I truly honestly did fall in love with him and I believe he fell in love with me too. Even though my heart was hurting Niall seem to be the one saving me. When I tried to kill myself and what that girl said is that its not my time and I'll be there soon made me want to spent how many days I had left to spend them in happiness. I was scared that I was going to hurt Niall the worst then anybody else, we were glued together and never apart but Happiness never stays it always fades away.

All of the other boys are lovely, I had finished school completely, the boys are supportive when they see me sad or feel that I am.

Niall P.O.V

"Awhh come on Niall, I'm a-bout come" Barbara moaned and dug her nails into my back

I released into her and laid down next to her.

"Baby I missed you stop being around that slut so much and we can do this more" Barbara literally got on top of me and started going down on me. But what she said, she should never talk about Alicia like that. "She's not a whore" I clearly had venom in my voice it sounded like I was mad, she jumped on me which made me groan and she flew of of me and started getting dressed. "What the fuck did you just say Niall?" I got up too and put my boxers on and my pants "You heard me Barbara, don't you EVER talk about Alicia like that." I was mad, I was never like this, I was even in her face kind of. "Are you fucking her Niall!!?" she pushed me but I didn't move a bit. "No, because I respect her decision, and even if I was Barbara guess what? This will never happened again, never again. We are done.

Without her being able to say a single word I put my shirt on and walked out of her apartment and to the studio.