Broken

I know baby.

Alicia P.O.V

Here I am again I grab the razor and place it against my wrist and lightly dragged it across blood started to come and I got to get a towel that was lying on the bed but the balcony door opened revealing Niall while I stop dead in my tracks with blood dripping from my arm.

"Al-l-licia " I couldn't breath, I was numb, and lost for words.

Tears started streaming down his beautiful face and I suddenly fell to floor while black surrounded me. This was it, I thought I was going to die but the world had other things planned and maybe my death wouldn't be now but I wanted it to be so badly

"Alicia wake up baby..please wake up" I heard a voice and it started to crack it sounded so afraid so weak and vunerable I just wished it was Niall's voice but It was.

My eyes were heavy and I finally opened them only to be blinded but I could see a shadow and tears streamed down my face "Baby please don't cry, open your eyes " and I did.

His face was red and his eyes were bloodshot and I started crying harder I didn't want him to cry or to feel pain because of me. "Ni-all.. " I blacked out again but only to be greeted by a reflection of a girl in a white dress