what's the point anymore?
seriously there's no reasoning to
the smile or laughs i fake everyday.
only good reason is that faking a smile
is way easier than explain what causes me to
be in so much pain. i don't want anybody to save me
i just want for all of this to end
i think this is it.
all these bullets that have been shot at me throughout
my years of living are too much for anyone to handle.
i'm just so tired & no amount of sleep will ever make that
tiredness i am feeling to go away. only one way & i wouldn't consider
it sleeping, something much deeper than that;
