This entire song is Lana trying to move on from his death, which is really obvious. she is haunted by the image of him. She explicitly states, "I wish I was dead. (Dead like you.)" "Everytime I close my eyes, it's like a dark paradise." refers to a huge chunk of the album, most of which is off of the Paradise Edition but starts with This Is What Makes Us Girls.
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The Born To Die Theory
General FictionThis is the theory that the album, Born To Die by Lana Del Rey, tells a story of a girl's life. From being in a relationship with an older man to becoming famous and even to committing suicide. This is The Born To Die Theory.