A Summer Fling with Ji Chang Wook

Chapter 8

***1 month later***

Him and I had started to get used to being together. We ate together went spent a couple days apart here and there so that me and Selena could have so time with eachother and went back and forth between his apartment and my hotel room. We all had so much fun together the days started to end faster and the nights felt fast too. We would sometimes just spend the whole night having sex, and some nights we would either go out and have fun or spend time together at his place and lay around. He would have business meetings and  I would find something else to do. He had even started teaching me how to speak korean and write in Hangul better so that it would be easier for me to get other places on my own. We had small fights about things and also made up like other  couples.As the days came closer to Selena and I  going home we started to grow even closer. I thought things couldn't be better, I was happy, I couldn't wait to get home back into my home. I had told my mom I had met someone but he asked me to keep his identity a secret so that we could surprise her. He asked about my family a lot and the same went for me. He had told me many things that we both kept between each other.

*** 2 weeks before going home***

One night we spent together at his place, I went to take a shower. I came out and he said that my phone was ringing and that he answered because it was my doctor back from where I was from. "Did he tell you about why he called."I asked and he told me to sit down. His face looked so serious as if it was something wrong."He called and asked about you not making it to your appointment 2 weeks and to ask you reschedule it sooner rather than later." I sat there trying to figure out what he was talking about. He passed me the phone and I looked at exactly which doctor I forgot that in america it was the day time. A sudden wave of nervousness came over me, I realised that it was the doctor I'm supposed to get my birth control injection every three months from. To top it all off I was supposed to go to my appointment 2 weeks ago. I started freaking the hell out instantly."Oh shit... Oh my god... No not now ..... How the fuck did I forget about that...... I'm going to fucking kill my self........ Oh my god I'm so fucking stupid!" He watched me pace the floor back and forth curious to what I was cursing about."Can you please tell me what's the problem? Is it that bad?" I fell to the floor and started crying scared to death." I forgot about my appointment" I said completely sobbing and tears pouring out of my eyes."Calm down, what was it for?" He tried to calm me down and wiped the tears off my face." I don't think I should tell you, I think I should go." I jumped up and started throwing my clothes on." WILL YOU PLEASE JUST FUCKING TELL ME! STOP TRYING TO LEAVE, JUST CALM THE HELL DOWN AND TELL ME WHAT THE HELL IS WRONG!" He yelled out at me as I stopped putting my stuff in my bag to leave. " I forgot that before I left I had planned on my birth control lasting until I left here, but my appointment date got pushed up and I went earlier than what I was supposed to. The appointment that I just missed was supposed to be for my next injection, but the thing is the birth control starts to leave your body 3 weeks before its time for your next shot." He tried to talk but he couldn't get any words out."So what your saying is there's a possibility that you could have gotten pregnant by now?" I started crying again and I sat on the bed." Nope, I'm not going to say that. If I keep thinking it its going to happen." he walked over in front of me and repeated the question again." I just said that I'm not going to say that its a possibility.I'm going to be positive and ignore this." He walked back and forth."I'm so sorry about this , I'm not trying to make this a big deal and I definitely don't want to make you mad, I'm really fucking scared right now, I really never forget about something this important , please don't be mad at me, I can deal with this but I can't deal with you being mad at me." He turned to me and started laughing , look at him confused as to why he would be laughing this shit is so serious right now." I'm not even mad I'm thinking, I'm trying to decide if I want to go get a pregnancy test." I wiped my tears and realized what he said."Wait... What!" He continued to laugh and started putting his clothes on. " Where the fuck are you going, I'm not taking that fucking test.... Hell the fuck no I'm not doing that shit. Are you trying to fucking give me a heart attack." He ignored my ranting and kissed me on the forehead then ran right out the door still pulling his shoes on.I sat there and waited for him to come back. Before I expected it he came flying threw the door with a big ass smile.I Didnt expect him to come back so damn fast." Well fuck! Did you run how the hell are you back already? He ignored me and held a paper bag"Here take this in the bathroom and go take the test , I can't wait any longer to find this out." I looked up at him."I'm not fucking doing it, I don't need it." He laughed."Why the hell are you so excited about this?" I asked as he started walking over to me."Here just please do it for me, I need to know... this is important you already know how much I want this and its making me even more excited because its you." I took a deep breath and grabbed the test out of his hand and went in the bathroom to take it. 

***5 minutes later**

I walked into the room holding the test in one hand  and the other covering my face."Here take this before I walk into a wall." He grabbed the test and I waited for him to tell me what it said while still covering my face. He pulled  my hands off my face and started giggling like a bubbly little kid."What did it say, I know it was negative so stop laughing at me." He kept laughing and pointed the test in my face and I read it. I instantly started crying as he kept laughing."I knew it I fucking knew it I knew when you got sick off the stomach and you thought it was the food we ate." He said as I kept crying. The test was positive. I couldn't say anything I just kept crying."Stop crying,its going to be fine. Everything is going to be fine why are so sad about this.Its kind of making me mad. The thought of you being the mother of my child is going to be the best thing that has ever happened to me." I listened to him and I continued to cry out"Its not that I'm sad. I'm scared and I'm scared because we've only known been with each other for three months almost 3 months and I'm already pregnant. I'm also scared because I don't know what will happen during the time I'm pregnant and the time I have the baby, we could grow apart by then and I don't want you to leave me either." He wiped the tears from my face" I'm not going to leave you so let me just clear that out of the way. Also do you know how happy I am?You need to calm down.Please I don't care about anything else right now,just stay with me and we will take care of the the baby." I looked at him and he started hugging me."I don't care how scared you are but don't try to leave me. I'll gladly tell your mom for you. We are going to go  your country together and when I have to I'll just travel back and forth until the baby comes. I can't let you go back and forth with me."I looked at him still silent and then I laid down."But I don't know why your trying to make so many plans I still have to go to the doctors and get checked out." I said and he just kept laughing at me"
Well since your so in denial about this we'll wait until you go home so that way no one knows who I am and no one can tell any reporters until we decide to announce it ,I don't need you to be stressed out if you are in fact pregnant... Even though I'm sure of it." I ignored him and silently continued to shed tears. I didn't know why but I was actually kind of happy. While we spent time with each other we had talked about wanting kids but never thought about it actually happening with each other, Especially now when we just practically got to know each other better." Stop crying and come here.I told you its going to be fine." I turned towards him" But I'm trying to figure out what my mom is going to say she's probably going to force you to stay with me the whole time she'll probably want to force to marry you even more when she finds out who you are she has been dreaming of me meeting some one Asian and have little half Asian babies and get married and a whole bunch of other shit she always talks about doing." He started laughing at me." Yeah I'm sure your pregnant now you crying and telling me something that sounds so funny and I hope she does try everything you just said." I punched him in his arms and he kept laughing at me. We left the conversation alone and went to bed even though I still couldnt believe it.