Chapter 16

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**2 months later**

Its been months and you haven't bothered to answer any or your husband's calls or anything. To avoid any pity from his parents or yours you go back to your practically empty home  almost 8 months pregnant. Its dangerous for you to be alone but you just can't stand people showing there pity towards you, its embarrassing.

These two months felt like forever, I have been avoiding everyone and I had even gotten my number changed so
Chang wook wouldn't be able to call me also because the "mistress" kept calling me and of course I couldn't keep putting up with it. I've been going to my doctors appointments alone and I didn't feel the need to call him and give him updates on the babies, I was still so angry and hurt and since I'm pregnant its difficult to control my emotions. I'm laying in bed after a long day of work. Yes I have gone back to work,but only because I needed to keep my mind off of my cheating husband. Everytime I thought of him it made me so angry to the point where it would make me sick. I get up the next morning and got ready for work. When I would get to work it would be the same routine. I'd clock in, take my seat at my desk in the office and blow my work in a matter of two hours. The rest of the day I would go on to then go get something to eat and come back and spend the rest of the day sulking in silence until I would look up and realize my time to clock out. I went home at night feeling so empty inside but I chose to ignore it instead.Even though I miss him I try not to think about everything that happened.

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I woke up thinking about the fact that I had a appointment today but only so that the doctors could examine me and scheduele my c-section before I go into labor. Unfortunately I dreaded the thought of it and soon I rolled over out of bed(literally BTW) and got ready. As I was getting ready I heard loud banging on the front door. I started to panic thinking someone dangerous was there , but I bravely grabbed the knife off the kitchen counter and headed to the door to look threw the window unnoticably. To my surprise before I could regonize the person they came threw the door. It was him. I instantly felt relief and anger at the same time." Why....are you here?" I asked softly trying to calm myself down." I couldn't keep staying there when you won't even call me. You even changed your number and you left your mothers house so what did you  expect me to to?!" I walked to the couch and sat down and let out a deep sigh. " Look.... I really don't care about your feelings right now I have things to do.... SO SHUT THE FUCK UP AND GET OUT!!" He just stood there in silence, shocked about the response I gave him." I know you have the appointment today that's why I had to come home I missed you and I couldn't stand being away knowing that you, and the babies weren't with me at that time I tried to convince our family to give me your number but they all refused including my mom. She is so dissapointed in me and I know I was wrong for everything  ." I counldnt ignore him and my mind was too focused on his words and i started to get upset and my heart started to race as if i was having a panic attack as i started to calm my self down to respond I felt a sudden shooting pain threw my stomach and back."  He started walking over to me and realized that I was in pain. It took him a few minutes seeing as though I was fine and yelling at him seconds ago." Help..... Me... It hurts so bad" Was all I could get out squealing barely holding my breath steadily. I felt him pick me up and I closed my eyes due to the excruciating pain I was going threw.

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I opened my eyes after what felt like hours of going threw pain. My vision was blurred only seeing bright lights and a white ceiling. My eyes couldn't focused but I felt something cover my face.

A mask?

I started seeing shadowing figures and my eyes began to feel heavier and eventually I shut down.

Waaaahhh.waaahhh.....(babies cry)

I opened my eyes slowly,as the started to adjust I felt  tears run down the sides as I heard babies crying around me." Congratulations, your baby boy and girl are here and perfectly fine.) Said a doctor. As I looked up I seen the two beautiful babies wrapped up in blue and pink blankets and hats and looked farther over to see my husband sitting next to me in scrubs, a mask and hair Cap. I started to cry even more but I was only crying because I was so happy. As I looked away and realized I had been operated on the doctors cleaned me up and took me into a room. It was so quiet when I breastfed the babies for the first time. Even between the small cries they'd let out it was so peaceful. We admired the babies features from head to toe and a nurse came in to take the babies to get cleaned up. The room was silent and I closed my eyes from so much exhaustion. I felt him grab my hand. " I'm so sorry I should have came back sooner. This is my fault you we're so stressed out because of me and I know it. But now I'm going to make up for everything I did and now that our beautiful babies are here I can't go anywhere I won't even if you tell me to." He said and I sighed in defeat. Knowing that I was still angry I put it aside because I have so much to be happy and about right now,also inside I missed him so much." Okay, I don't want this to ever come up again. Honestly I want to be angry still but fighting with you is too much and I just want it to be like before."  With that I smiled slightly and he gave me a kiss and I felt I tear run down my face. I wiped it and closed my eyes and slowly drifted off to sleep.

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