A Summer Fling with Ji Chang Wook

Chapter 4

After he says that I just stared into his face blankly and sat up covering my body with the sheets. I ask "so why would you do that your not going to try buying me anything right?" He sits up and looks at me "If I am, is that a problem." I got up now remind you I'm completely naked so I walked out to get my clothes on. He comes running after me and stops  me as i start putting on my my shirt then I turned around "look I don't know if you do that for other girls you sleep with but I'm leaving and I'm going to my hotel to get my own clothes." He looks at me with frustration in his eyes as I said that. "What do you mean I don't do that for anyone else ,I dont even bring anyone to my home, even if I did what does that have to do with it." As he talks the tone of his voice becomes angier and I continued to get my belongings. As I reach for one of heels he grabs my wrist ,I yank my arm away and looked at him. "Why are you trying so hard to keep me here with you, once again we don't know each other but you continue to make it seem like we're more than just two people having sex , I already explained that we don't need to be get close and I definitely don't want anything from you." He runs his hand through his hair and looks in a different direction. " I didn't think you'd be able to answer that." I said and starting making my way towards the door and he grabs me again " Do you really have to leave like this, Come on I really honestly want to get to know you, let's at least talk for a while?"He tried to pull me away from the door and shoved him off again  I turned to him and said, "goodbye ,don't look for me." I walk out and he closes the door and I'm sure I heard him hit it a couple times but I kept walking until I made it outside, I took a deep breath  and caught a cab that happened to riding by. I had finally reached my hotel room and I walked in Selena wasn't there. I called her and she told me her a Lee had been out all day and since she thought I wasn't coming back tonight she didn't either. I told her to have fun and I walked in the bathroom and decided to take a bath.About 30 minutes later,I stood in the mirror blow drying my hair."I did the right thing,I don't need to get involved with anyone right now , especially some one well known, I've always had different fantasies about different actors but then again I wasn't expecting this shit to happen." My thoughts then started to shift. "Fuck! Why did i flip out like that... Ughhh you dumbass you finally meet this dude in person and start Bitch....Yeah I don't that I should've done that. He probably will never talk to me after that and I wouldn't blame him. Why am I such an assbucket."Just as I start walking around in my robe I head to my bag trying to look for my medicine I knew I'd probably need for a headache. I took the two pills and laid in the bed.
As I drifted off to sleep I suddenly heard  someone knocking on the door extremely hard. I get up quietly look through the security screen and realised,It was him! He looked like he was really irritated. I hesitated, but still I opened the door and he walks in almost practicly,stumbling into me. I smell the stinch of alcohol on him. So I tried my best to get him to the couch and made him lay down.I looked at him lay there passed out drunk."Is this because of me." I said out loud to myself. "Damnit, I shouldn't have left.I continued to lecture to  myself.He opens his eyes and jumped up running towards the bathroom. I hear the sounds of him vomiting. He comes back and says "I'm sorry but I used some of your mouthwash I had to get rid of the taste in my mouth." I looked down to the floor and didn't respond.He walks over to me and hugs me "I really didn't want you to leave , I really need you to make me understand why you won't open up to me. If I was to go to america  with you would you at least consider opening up to me?" He sighed,held me tighter and continued to speak."I haven't ever wanted to know someone this much in my life, I don't even know why but I couldn't sit there without thinking about you." My heart started pounding and he looked at me and kissed me. As I started kissing him back I could feel a tear fall down his face and hit the top of my lip.I stopped and wiped it. He looked at me as if he was suprised." What's wrong.Why are you crying?" I asked as he continued to stare in my eyes with a still surprised look."I've never cried for anyone.... I've never cried especially for someone I don't really know." I looked and continued to wipe the tears off his face and began to feel the tears build up in my eyes. I try holding them in,"what do you mean you've never cried for someone before? I don't know if that's good or bad, its making me feel bad either way."He caressed the side of my neck "honestly I don't know either,but what I do know is that I just don't want you to leave me and I want to be with you right now,if you leave me after this vacation of yours I'll try to deal with it then but please not now." He tries to continue talking but more tears start to fall from his eyes. I try to make sense of all of it in my head but I stop and just wiped his tears more. I grabbed him and pulled him into my bed. "we don't have to do anything I just don't want to leave." I started running my hands through his hair and pulled his shirt off, and seeing that he hasn't sobered up I made him lay down and put the cover over top of him after taking the rest of his clothes off. I sat next to him and watched him quickly fall asleep, I slightly lifted my self up to leave out the room and he quickly grabbed me and wouldn't let me go."(Y/N) please don't leave me I do want you to go anywhere just stay here." He pulled the covers on me and held onto me and shortly after he fell asleep. I couldnt help but lay there wondering how I could make someone I technically barely know cry. He looked so destraut over the fact that I left. Just the fact that he came here drunk as hell and emotional just made my thoughts go in circles.