Mental Health Anonymous

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Bellabeauty: Hey Josh... You up?

Joshstar123: Its 3 in the morning beautiful are you okay?

Bellabeauty: Beautiful?.... Sorry were you sleeping?

Joshstar123: Nope can't sleep

Bellabeauty: Me too

Joshstar123: How have you been?

Bellabeauty: I'm okay just a bit sad that's all...

Joshstar123: Wanna talk about it?

Bellabeauty: I can't be bothered to type that much....

Joshstar123: I can call you?

Bellabeauty: Okay.....

They exchanged numbers both eager to hear what eachother sounded like.

"Hello"

"Hey"

"You sound as pretty as you look"

"You still haven't seen me yet"

" Still I know you are divine"

"Haha thank you....."

"So you wanna to tell me what has you down gorgeous?"

"Why didn't she love me Josh?"

"Who Bella?"

"My mother my real mother"

"To tell you the truth Bella I don't know. We don't know if she didn't love you maybe the reason she had to leave you was because you were adopted. Maybe she could look after you maybe she wanted to give a life that she could provide"

"She dumped me Josh..... at a bustop of all places. My mum my adopted one told me the story she even told me what bustop it was sometimes I just go there I and did down to see if she'll ever do the same thing. I still feel like a little girl hoping my mummy will come and scoop me up and tell me she loves me. I'm so stupid"

"Bella you're not stupid.... it's okay to feel like that I'm sure she loves you. You have a great family right now that love and care for you"

"You're right I'm so ungrateful . I'm sorry"

"Don't apologise for having feelings. Never do that"

"I guess so. How are you feeling?"

"I'm getting better I think. I still have my down days but the doctor says I might be able to come off my meds"

"Congrats Josh, I'm so happy for you that's amazing I wish you were here I'd give you the biggest hug right now"

" I might take you up on that"

" Yeah yeah I'm gonna try to get some sleep night Josh untill next time?"

"Until next time"