Mental Health Anonymous

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"Helllooooo"

"It's me I've been wondering if after all these years you'd like to meet"

"Hahaha hey Josh how did the cermony go?"


"Great I won"

"Congrats I should have been there I would have been you biggest fan cheering you name"

"Well I would mind it if you dressed like a cheerleader in the bedroom"

"You turn everything sexual"

"You bring that side out of me"

"Ohh so now we're blaming me"

" Yup for being so damn gorgeous"

"Thanks it's an honour"

"No problem how was the protest I saw it on the news"

"It was great thousands of people turned up from all different racial backgrounds. There were some racist people that turned up but it didn't faze us"

"You're truly amazing Bella"

"Well I try"

"How are you feeling about your mum"

"She's not my mum. My real mum is the one who took me to my first day of school, she's the one who let me cry on her shoulder when my first boyfriend was a dick, she took me to every family function even if I was the only white girl eating ackee and saltfish and argued with any relative who disagreed who said I wasn't her real daughter"

"Bella are you crying"

"Yes but its happy tears I've been think about what you said. It's not my place to judge why she left me maybe she left me because she loved me and maybe one day I'll get to thank her for what she did"

"Wow"

"Josh are you crying?"

"No hayfever"

"Ahhh okay tell me about your brother"

"He's huge we are the exact same night but he could take me in a fight easily he's lighter than me in colour but that never matter has most likly going to play rugby or American football he has a girlfriend called grace she's really nice quiet but nice"

"He sounds great"

"He really is do you have any?"

"Yeah five"

"Shit"

"All girls"

"When can I come over?"

"Never you perv"

"Fine what are they like?"

"They all moved out Both are constantly still hate. Vanessa is the oldest almost like our second mum she had five kids a stay a home mum but does another charity her husband is a gerenal in the army. Eliza and Elise are twins fresh out of uni both in a relationship with another day of twins they are crazy love partying when they are here they are always trying to get me to go out they live up north now. Lastly Angel she's only a year above me so we're the closet she's quiet smart as hell she got a scholarship to Cambridge if I'm not speaking to you I'm speaking to her"

"That's alot of people in one house"

"Yup but my parents raised us well"

" You don't say much about your dad"

"He's great funny as he'll had been in London for so long but still has a Jamaican accent especially when he's angry it comes out. He's very protective over us"

" Your house is so exciting "

"Yeah what about your parents"

"It's just my mum to be honest my dad died fighting in the war in Iraq 5 years ago. He was amazing loved my mum and us so much. Their love for each other was like a fairytale we miss him every day."

"I'm sorry Josh"

"That's okay my mum's started dating again I can see she still loves him but I'm happy she's finding love again"

"It's 4 in the morning until next time?"

"Until next time"