I walked in the house as Zach and Jay followed. I dropped Josh off after their big fight in the car. I could tell he was uncomfortable.
" hey boys. Tyler where's your shirt?" I looked down to see myself shirtless.
" Jenna was attacked while walking home by some rude girls from school and they took her shirt so Tyler gave her his. " Zach said as I sighed
" you ok Tyler?" I looked at Jay with a glare
" no I'm not" with that I walked away up to my room as I heard Zach explain the situation. I slammed my door shut and slid down it. The one chance I had to be happy and Jay went and had to ruin it. Ever since the bad break up with Jessica I've been really upset. Nothing really made me happy anymore. I just pretended that I was fine but then Jenna came in. She's all I needed but no. Jay gets everything he wants. My phone buzzed to see it was Jenna
Jenna😍: hey. I know we aren't suppose to be talking but do you want your shirt back
T: keep it. So you have a piece of me since Jay doesn't want you to have me..
Jenna😍: thank you. Bye Tyler..
T: bye Jenna.
I sighed. I really hated Jay right now.
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~month later~
It's been a month since me and Jenna have spoken or came into to contact. Every time she came over, Jay would kick me out to Joshs. I don't know about her but I'm miserable. I sat in moms car as I waited for her to drop us all off. I took a quick selfie and posted it on Instagram hoping Jenna would see.
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I feel empty. I'm not the same since they had to leave. I just want to die...😞🔫
I posted it as I just sat there staring at the seat. I've basically become a mute and anorexic. I've talked about 3 sentences in the last month and I've been skipping a lot of meals since I just don't feel hungry.
" Tyler?" I looked at Zach as he held up my post. I shrugged and slumped in my seat looking out the window.
" is this really affecting you that bad?" I nodded not talking my eyes off the window.
" when was the last time you ate?" I thought about it.
" 5 days.." I mumbled as he looked at me in disbelief
" why?"
" not hungry. " I shrugged. I felt Madi hug me as I let her. Her and Jay where in the car and mom just got in.
" you ok Tyler?" She asked as she pointed out Madi hugging me. I shrugged as she sighed. She dropped us off as I walked in the school.
" Tyler" I heard Jay call as I glared at him. All I do is that. Call me cold but her took her away from me.
" you and Jenna seem really torn " he said as I rolled my eyes.
" you can talk to her I guess. She's not acting the same like she use to. She's acting like you. " I sighed as I walked away.
Lunch came around as my stomach growled but I ignored it. Zach put a hamburger in front of me as I just pushing it away and put my head down.
" can I talk to you Tyler?" I shot up to see Jenna. I nodded and got up and followed her outside.
" I saw your post.. It's about me?" I nodded as she sighed.
" how have you been?"
" horrible.. " I whispered.
" have you been talking much"
" no"
" have you been eating much?" I shook my head
" how long..."
" 5 days. Have you been eating. " she shook her head.
" how long?"
" I think a week. Don't really remember.." She mumbled as I held her.
" I missed you so much Jenna." I said into her shoulder
" I missed you so much too Tyler. " she began to cry. I rubbed her back as she cried into my shoulder.
" look who it is. If it ain't the little whore" I looked up to see a few girls. I'm guessing this was Kim's group.
" go away Kim" Jenna mumbled as she laughed. She grabbed Jenna and threw her on the ground but I quickly grabbed her wrist as she went to pick up Jenna.
" leave her alone" I growled.
" you don't scare me. You dated Jess didn't you? " my eyes widened as I let go of her arm
" yea. She said you were pathetic. She found John and immediately got with him behind your back. She said you cut yourself constantly. Let's see about this" she said as she grabbed my arm and ripped my sleeve up before I could react. Deep healing cuts scattered my arm as I ripped it away.
" Jessica is a piece of shit and so are you!" I yelled as she punched me. I pushed her to the ground and picked Jenna up and walked inside.
" Tyler.."
" what.." I asked turning to her with tears in my eyes.
" why." I looked down and shook my head walking away past Zach. He grabbed my wrist to stop me as I howled in pain and ripped my arm away. He raised an eyebrow as I quickly walked away to the office.
" I feel like I'm gonna be sick. Can I go home?" I asked as she nodded and u signed out and left walking home. I can't be there. My mind raced as he begun to talk to me. I walked in as no one was home yet. I walked up to my room and sat on my bed playing with the razor. After a few minutes I started to add them. I hid the razor in my phone case and pulled down my sleeve. I laid on my bed as I begun to scream and cry into my pillow. I soon fell asleep while crying wishing I wouldn't wake up.
