Best friends brother

11

Zachs pov

I sat next to tyler holding him as he struggled and cried out trying to reach for the knife he grabbed.

" tyler stop it" i yelled as he screamed in frustration.

" why zach. Why do you even care. You dont get. You have tatum" he yelled.

" yea. I dont get what you are going through but killing yourself or just hurting yourself is not the answer. I know that for sure tyler. " i yelled as he stopped and laid in the bed.

" zach. Can i just die?" I shook my head.

" theres no way im gonna lose my fucking brother tyler. I dont care how badly you want to die. You arent going to. I told jenna i would watch over you while she's healing. Please stop. " i said as he put his hands up and i stood grabbing the knife.

" i love you man. I hate seeing you like this. Please. Or ill grab maddy and have her snap you back into reality. " he nodded and closed his eyes. I closed his door and walked downstairs and put the knife in the sink as mom looked at him sadly.

" he tried again?"

" yea. I caught him. " i said as i ran my hand under the water wincing.

" he made it extra diffcult so i had to grab the knife by the blade" i shrugged as she nodded and grabbed some stuff and cleaned up my hand. My phone rung as i looked to ses it was jenna

" hey jenna. You alright?"

" yea. Im doing better. Just checking on you and tyler.

" he had another episode. This time sucked. He wouldnt give the knife so i had to rip it out of his hands by the blade. I cut my hand pretty bad but ill live " i shrugged as i heard a sad sigh on her line.

" im think of getting back with him next month. The whole picture thing is all situated now, slowly buliding up that trust for him. " i smiled at her news. She got a little harrassed but weve been looking after her. Honestly you have to be a terible human being to do something like that. Like they were perfectly fine before then.

" thats great news. Im happy that you filled me in on that. Ill keep from tyler of course but im happy. I miss his smilimg and laugh. You really never know how much you love something about someone till its not there anymore. " she let out a small laugh.

" yea.  I miss it too. Well there some other things i miss about him as well. Well i have to go and get to doing things. Ill talk to you later zach. " i smiled.

" alrighty.  See you later jenna. Take care" i said as we both hung up and slipped my phone in the back pocket and started to do soke chores. All i want is to see my bro happy again.

A/N

Im sorry for this really short filler chapter