Where ever you are (Luke Hemming) Book 1 √

Chapter 3

Luke POV

I felt like dying cause yesterday was just too much we practice to much and I had to wake up for school GOSH why do I always have to be so mean in the morning.

I got up and went down stairs and saw Ashton and the others sleeping in the living room they were really sleeping some of them were snoring I swear Ashton is a heavy sleeper.

I got in the kitchen and made coffe, okay look I'm not old but it calms me down and it makes me awake when I'm in school then my phone rang

"Hello?" I answered

"Luke.." A familiar voice I never heard anymore ever since I moved

"Alisha?" I said she was quite for a while and I looked at the living room and they were still asleep I closed the door and continued to talk to her

"Why did you call?" I asked she sniffles through her phone

"Luke I miss you please I wanna be with you again I'm here in London with my sister please I wanna see you tonight." She said I wanted to see her so bad but I have to be with Jackie but I can't cause this is Alisha the girl I loved she is my first love I never wished to stop loving her but when she broke my heart I died but now that I have a chance I won't loose it.

"Okay ill be there tonight bye." I said she hunged up and I hit my head in the fridge

"Luke who was that?" Calum said behind me

I looked at him and he was confused

"That was Alisha, she called and told me to come over her sisters house tonight and I think I'm ditch Jackie for her." Calum nodded his head and then I almost forgot about school and I have to tell Jackie I'm not coming with her tonight.

I got up stairs and changed and I got out and left the boys in my house I really do trust them in my house but really I got to tell Jackie I'm sorry but I just have this feeling I have mixed feelings I wanna be with Alisha but I have to be with Jackie but I what should I do I can't take it anymore I love Alisha but I like Jackie I don't wanna hurt them both.

I got to Jackie's house and she was ready and I looked at her and she smiled

"So Mr. Hemming following me to the party tonight?" She asked while leaning next to me

I chuckled and she smiled

"Duh...I am.." I said with a fake smile she smiled and we continued to walk I felt my phone vibrate and I checked who it was and it was Alisha

Alisha: Hey coming over tonight?

I looked at Jackie and I looked at me phone I don't know what to say to her cause I love Alisha but I wanna be with Jackie cause what if someone hurts her I can't decide I can't be at two places at once.

Me: yeah, see there.

I send it and waited for her reply I looked at Jackie and she was looking at her phone and walked I looked at her and she smiled and continued to play her phone

"Jackie.." I said while we were walking she looked at me and smiled

"Yeah Luke?" She asked putting her phone away

"Jackie I...." I wanna say I can't go but I wanna be with Alisha but I can't why can't everything be normal

"What is it Luke?" She asked

"Jackie I can't go I'm sorry I lied cause Alisha is here and she wants me to come over tonight I'm sorry Jackie I hope you understand." I said getting it out of my chest really I am proud