Ringos pov
"Ok we're here, do you want to go the bathroom to calm down?"
Brian asked, waiting for my response. I kept my head against the window and my eyes shut, I didn't speak in dear that I wouldn't be able to stop to tears streaming down my face if I did.
Brian continued.
"We won't bother you unless you want us to ok?"
Brian tried to reasure me. I didn't reply to that either. I could hear whispers around me, presumably between George Martin and Brian. I didn't give a shit what they where saying though. Besides, the thoughts in my head right now were louder than Thier whispers.
I stood up and opened my eyes for the first time since brain sat with me. They where blurry from the tears so I kept them fixed to the ground till I was out the coach and onto the gravel path that lead towards the what would be empty gas station if it weren't for the cashier.
I kept my eyes to the floor, I couldn't believe I was crying because I was left out. I sound like a fucking child.
George had noticed I was crying to! Yet he didn't do anything. Well, I wouldn't blame him since I was acting like a fucking toddler.
I'm sure john and Paul had woken up to, they had probably heard my cry.
My cheeks burn red slightly as I tried to hide my tears.
This was fucking humiliating. A grown man, head over heels for my male best friend! And I fucking cry when I feel left out.
I reached the restroom and slowly opened the door. Empty, good. I close the door behind me before walking into one of the cubicals and locking the door in case someone walks in.
I slide down against the cubical door until I'm on the floor and with my head in my knees, I cry.
I just let it all out. All the locked up emotions form last yesterday night to now out. All out.
I stayed like this for a while, I wasn't counting though, my head nether left my knees. My arms go up to hug my knees in attempt to calm myself down a bit, though I don't think it worked.
I think I heard the door creak open but I continued sobbing, whoever it was could piss off. I didn't give a shit right now. If it was Brian he could piss off, and if it was a random man then they can go tell the press, I didn't give a shit if tomorrow's headline was 'beatle crying in public toilets'.
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Ok this chapter is short and shitty because my life has been a mess recently and I've found myself far to misrable to write.
So, I'm taking a break from writing, from Wattpad entirely. I don't know how long I'll be gone but I think I'll upload on the 2nd April, if what's happening at school has passed. Though, when I do upload, I will upload one normal chapter and one bonus chapter for 100 reads!! Thank you so much by the way!!
