I Don't Wanna Make It, I Just Wanna...(Gerard Way x Reader)

Snugglin W/ Stuffies

Gerard's POV:
As I was reliving the concert, my phone started to blow up with text messages. Wtf?!? I'm not even that popular. I looked at my phone and saw they were texts from an unknown number, so I read them all cause why not?

UKNOWN NUMBER: I know who you are....

UKNOWN NUMBER: Gerard

Do I know this person?

UKNOWN NUMBER: U can't hide forever

Fuck, should I call the police?!?? Should I tell Mikey?!

UKNOWN NUMBER: I just got done looking through your sketch book, u got some rlly awesome drawing skills, way more talent than me.

Umm...

UKNOWN NUMBER: Lol, this...

UKNOWN NUMBER: (Y/N), and the other text about u having talent is true.

OM-Shit?!?? (Y/N) actually read the note and looked through the sketches?!!? Should I reply?!? Of course I should, don't be stupid Gee.

Gerard: Thanks, u rlly think so? I can't believe u actually looked through it and texted me, wow this is embarrassing 😅 I thought u were some weird stalker.

(Y/N)/Wifey(this your name in his phone): Yes, u do have talent! And... lol 😹 I was trying to go for that effect. So glad it worked 😁

Gerard: Rlly? I am wounded *dramatically faints*😵

(Y/N)/Wifey: Well, I gtg cause I is super tired. Night❤️

Gerard: Night ❤️

Well, looks like my wifey is tired, and I am as well. I grabbed the small stuffy(in the picture) from a top of my bookshelf and fell asleep snuggling with it, wishing I could snuggle with my wifey instead. But oh well, that'll have to wait till later in the marriage.

(Y/N)'a POV:
I got done texting Gerard and had one last quick look through of the sketchbook, and grabbed my Leopard stuffy that I had since I was a baby. It means the world to me, I snuggled up with it, wanting to snuggle with Gerard and drifted off into a blissful sleep.
I woke up with a strange feeling, that something important was today. Oh well, guess I'll wait and see what happens. I got out of my bunk and saw that I was the only one here and that it was about 10am. I decided to have a bowl of cereal and a glass of orange juice for brunch, maybe I'll eat some bacon too. It's weird having a quiet morning cause Nick is usually always causing mischief and pulling pranks.... wait, is this one of his pranks and he got the other two into it. Oh well, I don't really care. I continued to eat my brunch without another thought. I finished my food and went to get ready, starting with a shower. I stripped out of my pjs and underwear. I turned on the shower, got it to decently hot temp and stepped in. While showering, my thoughts started to drift off to my past. Not the good parts, but the parts I rather forget. Like after a long night of my parents fighting and yelling at me, how I would take really hot showers that I was barely able to tolerate burning my skin. How many times I've been bullied by the people from school cause I was an, 'Emo freak.' And all the other cliché shit, but it hurt me the most in high school, near my breaking point and suicidal thoughts. I almost attempted to take my life multiple times. I was almost in tears when I thought 'don't let them take the light behind your eyes'. I was almost recovered from the mental breakdown when I stepped out the shower and went to my bunk and changed into a pair of sweatpants and a baggy shirt. After that I laid down and grabbed Leppy(the leopard stuffy) and payed down to take a nap.

When I awoke it dark on the bus which is odd cause I know I didn't sleep that long. I walked into the living room area and the lights flickered on and 4 people jumped out of hiding and screamed 'happy birthday!!!' My first reaction was to attack them but as I was going to attack one, I realised it was Cedar and stopped processing what was happening. Oh yeah! Today's my birthday, and I'm guessing they through a party for me, but I heard 4 voices, who was the fourth? "Oops sorry Cedar, I guess I forgot my birthday" I said as I shrugged and looked around seeing Gerard here too, so he was the fourth voice. "How can you forget your birthday?" Nick asks. "It just slipped my mind and a long history." I replied rubbing the back of my neck. "Well, it's present time, then we'll eat cake." Maddie announced. There were five presents on the table, I choose the one wrapped in blue paper to open first. Inside was an amazingly drawn picture, it was in black and white of me, "Whose is this?" I questioned. "Mine.." Gerard says while raising his hand timidly. "I love it!" I said while hugging him, "Thank you so much." "You're welcome." he replied blushing slightly. I opened the rest which were from the band and ended up getting a new guitar, a black sweater and black skinny jeans, some really high quality headphones, a new hoodie, and of course that awesome picture Gerard drew. The cake was yellow cake with a chocolate frosting, and it was delicious.

After presents and cake Gerard had to go home, but not after he asked me to go on a date with him. Usually I would say no to people who wanted to date me but he's just so cute and sexy at the same time that I said 'yes'. I would've said no to anyone else though, but I think I'm falling in love with Gerard.

Sorry it's short but I'm updating a chapter in honour of Gee turning 40 today.