I Don't Wanna Make It, I Just Wanna...(Gerard Way x Reader)

Promise?

Gerard's POV:
I woke up on my couch with (Y/N) beside me. I love her so much, but I don't know how this we'd work out, considering she's in an awesome band and me and Mikes are starting our own. We already have most of the details down, music written and practiced, but we need a band name. I don't know how to tell her, she should be happy for me, but what if she thinks I'm doing this to gain popularity? What if she hates me? What if she thinks it's a joke? What if- I got pulled out of my thoughts by (Y/N) yawning and stretching. "Mornin' Gee, how'd you sleep?" she asked with a very attractive morning voice. "Not bad, what about you?" I asked, my stupid morning voice still present. "It wasn't the best sleep I've had considering the fact we slept on the couch, but it was still pretty good." she smiled. We got up and she checked her phone her smile fell a bit, but I didn't question it. After that we are and that's when I decided to bring up the topic. "So... I've been wondering.... how will our relationship work out while you're on tour?" I asked nervously. "We'll FaceTime, call and text whenever I'm not busy. Does that sound okay?" she replied nervously as me. "Yeah that sounds fine but I also have some news.... I was thinking about starting a band..." I was prepared for her to laugh at my face like everyone else saying we won't make it. But there was no laughter, "Really?!? That's awesome! I'm so happy for you! You're gonna make it far, I believe in you." I looked up and saw she had the biggest smile on her face. "Y-you're happy for me? You're not gonna laugh in my face or make fun of me?" "Why would I Gerard? I fully believe you'll make it." I smiled along with her. This was gonna be amazing.

Time Skip A few weeks later(won't use these too often)

(Y/N)'s POV:
Today was the day before I leave for a world tour ending with the US, we'll be in other countries for a total of 9 months(it's a big tour, total of 10 months), there's lots of shows to play within those 9 months, at least one every day. I'm spending today with my adorable boyfriend Gee, and I'm gonna make it a day to remember. His band, which they finally named it My Chemical Romance, is doing pretty damn well. They're rising the charts fast, soon they'll be more popular then my band.
I arrived at Gee's house and knocked on the door. He opened it and a smile lit up his face. We Gerard's each other and then hugged. I'm gonna miss him so much. No, I'm not gonna cry, I'm gonna make this a happy day. We went inside and he said Mikey went on a date, which is weird cause Maddie our bass player went on a date too. But I don't care today is about us. We sat in his room on his bed. "Gee, you know that tomorrow I leave for our world tour, right?" I asked cautiously. "Yeah," Gee said kinda sad, "but my band is going on a US tour for about a month or two." "Really?!? I'm so proud of you guys!" Over the weeks I've gotten really close to Mikey, seeing him as a brother, Frank and Ray the two guitarists in their band, they were also like brothers to me. "Thanks, but I'm gonna miss you so much." Gee replied. "Me too, me too Gee. But, let's make the most out of today." I was thinking about what we could do.
We went to the mall first, we both got sorta swarmed by fans, but made it through eventually. We went to HotTopic, bought some shirts from there. After that we took a trip to Holister(the clothes are super fuckin soft) to get some really fucking comfy clothes like sweats for downtime, pants for shows, and a jacket just for fun. We made a stop for food, that includes ice cream. When we left the mall we headed to a store called 2nd and Charles(real store, really fuckin cool). We looked at the comic books, movies, CDs, and Vinyls. Gee ended up getting some new comic books and I got a movie called The Perks of Being a Wallflower(I love this movie in all honesty). Sooner then I would've liked, we were headed back to Gerard's place.
"I had fun today." I stated once we got inside. "Me too, I wish this day wouldn't end, I mean tomorrow early morning you'll be leaving, but I guess I do have something to take my mind off of the sadness." I nodded, knowing he was talking about his band's tour. Okay, I gotta make the sweet and short, but I need this before I'm gonna leave. "Gerard... I have something I need to tell you," I paused looking up at him seeing he had a worried look on his face, "I need to make a promise, both of us have to promise this, no matter how lonely we feel we must not try to find a temporary someone to fill the void while on tour. I would hate for both of us to come back and arguing with each other since we had a second lover on tour. Also promise you won't let the popularity get to you. If you can't promise this, it'd be best if we don't continue our relationship." Gerard looked shocked at my words. "Gee, I love deeply, but I don't think I'd be able to handle a broken heart if it was caused by you, so I promise not to find a 2nd lover on tour or change." "(Y/N) you know how much I love you.... but... I tend to do stupid shit and I get crazy on stage with Frank, you know this." he hesitated. I laughed slightly, "Gerard, it's fine if you get crazy on stage with Frank, but just don't go sleeping around with other girls, please. I'd also prefer you not to do it with Frank, but I would understand that more than some random whore." He chuckled, "Okay, I promise not to sleep with(sirens) whores or any girls, but Frankie on the other hand... that's a different story." We both laughed. We got up and I was about to leave, "Promise?" I was almost out the door when he said, "Promise."