Friends With Benefits (Justin Bieber Fanfiction)

Friends With Benefits chapter 19

I couldn't help but shiver at my appearance, I looked awful. I felt numb everywhere, like all the parts of my body had gone to sleep. I looked around for a clock and didn't see one -great.

I remembered everything; the note, cutting, suicide, and falling against the wall. I felt the back of my eyes sting and tears start to form. I failed at failing.

I thought maybe I should call someone with the nurse button but I didn't want to talk about what I'd done even though I know I'll have to eventually. Fuck my life, this never would have happened if Justin would have just quit being a whore and committed to me. He kept screaming "love" and delivering beautiful things. And now I've attempted suicide and he's not even here!

Tears start cascading down my face and then seconds later they're pouring. I start whimpering loudly and I want to cup my face and cry in my hands but I'm so numb I just can't.

Seconds after I let out a loud, unbearable sob, a nurse steps into my room. She must have heard me and thought I was in trouble, she sees me breaking down and sends me a look of sympathy and sorrow. I raise my hands to my face in shame ignoring the pain I start to feel since I've left my numb state.

She sticks her head out of the door for a split second and then moments later another nurse comes in with a clipboard. I slow down on my melt down because I'm running out of tears and wait for them to say something. "Are you alright Hun?" One asks me coming over to the side of my bed and sitting in a chair. The other stands by the door. I ignore the questions like isn't it obvious? I'm not.

"Can I get you anything to eat or drink? You've been out for a few hours," the nurse by the door says. I didn't want anything so once again I stayed silent. I don't want anything except for Justin and he's probably picking out colors for the babies room or something. I wanted to cry at the thought of him but I didn't have anymore tears.

A doctor enters the room and asks the girls to give him a minute with me. He paces around the room for the moments the girls are there until they shut the door behind them.

"How are you feeling?" He starts. I didn't want to talk so I didn't. "Ms., I need you to cooperate with me. It's very important." I hesitate and respond, "I'm fine" in a small voice. "Can you tell me your name?" "Destiny Rogers" I pass through his personal questions in a matter of minutes. "Well you didn't lose your memory, that's good. There is some news I need to tell you though." I nod letting him know to continue. "You're pregnant."

My eyes widen. Pregnant. Justin left me for a bitch he got pregnant and now I'm pregnant with his child. He really needs to learn how to use a condom.