Friends With Benefits (Justin Bieber Fanfiction)

Freinds With Benefits chapter 24

Im sitting straight up in my bed with my knees pulled into my chest and my head dug into my knees. How did things get this far, how did things get so- evil? I've never seen him act

violently toward anyone.

Justin wasn't kicked out of the hospital, I was told by one of the nurses he was admitted into the same psychiatric unit just a few rooms from mine. They were testing him to see if he was dangerous, I mean he did hit a girl; a pregnant girl. But I don't think he's evil, something is definently the matter with him though. I wanted to see him but they said they had to put him in restraints because he wouldn't stop fighting. It's been hours since the incident happened. I started to pace back and forth trying not to lash out. My mind is clogged with ignorant possibilities of how this would end up but I can only think of the worst. I place my hand on my stomach and sigh, what family is this baby coming into? If you would even call it a family.

Suddenly there was a tap at the door, and it opened. One of the nurses from early was there. She walked through and shut the door behind her. "I thought you might like an update on him, the doctor says his violent outrage was a reaction to him going without sizzrup, apparently he's been trying to get off of it before the baby comes. Sizzrup is dangerous to try and ween off of, it's as addictive as any drug. I need to know if you plan to press changes because if so, I need to call a detective." I sat down on the bed rubbing my growing bump. "No, I'm not pressing charges, but when can I see him?" "You want to see him?" I nodded. She looked at me like I was crazy for my decision. She shrugged and exited the room.

I was supposed to be leaving today but I didn't want to go to Justin's house without him. She came back in and told me which rooms he's in. I walked there on my own, it wasn't a far walk only like 7 or 8 rooms down; it was in the same hall. I just walked in, if he was restrained he couldn't open the door himself. I walked in and saw him laying on his back with his eyes wide open. His wrists were held by plastic restraints tied to the bars beside his bed.

Once he heard the door creek he immediately shot up with tears pouring down is red cheeks with a look that broke my heart. He was so broken. That killed me inside. "Bab- baby- I-I'm so- sor-" he couldn't finish his sentence, he was breaking down worse than I did when I attempted suicide. He was gasping for air. I ran to him and threw my arms around his neck. He needs me. "I- I need t-to -touch y-you" he barely said. I grabbed onto the plastic and untied the ties.

As soon as I did he engulfed me in his arms. He put me between his legs on the bed and just held me. I didn't forget everything he said but this obviously wasn't the time to hold it against him. He wasn't him when it happened. We sat there until the light outside was gone. The clock said 9pm. We haven't said anything at all.

He just holds me and rubs my back and occasionally he kisses my head.

I stroked his tattooed arm until another tap on the door happened. I felt justin stiffen under me. He's so fragile. I lifted my head from his chest as the doctor entered. He was my doctor while I was here too. "Mr.

Bieber, it is to my understanding Ms.

Rogers doesn't plan on pressing charges. Unfortunately, I can't release you tonight. We have to keep you under an over night observation and you can leave tomorrow." I felt justin take a hard breath so I continued to stroke his arm. "I guess I'm stuck here another night too then," I said. "No, you're gonna go back to my house tonight and come back to get me tomorrow." "No Justin I'm not leaving you here alone." "I left you here alone for 2 days before I came to see you, I deserve this. And you need to relax." "Okay," I stopped fighting.

After i said my goodbyes, Justin gave me the keys to his car. I wasn't supposed to be driving, I was supposed to be picked up remember? But thankfully no one mentioned it considering all focus was on Justin. I climbed in his Crome car with my little bag of things and made my way to him house. Once I reached the drive way there was no question, there was a party going on inside. I parked in his garage and made my way inside. I looked awful from staying in a hospital with no makeup and baggy cloths. I was wearing a long sleeved shirt and sweat pants so no one could see my forming scars but my baby bump was becoming obvious. I walked inside and the first thing I see is a girl standing on a table in the middle of the room chugging a bottle of vodka while everyone chanted her on. She was obviously pregnant with a bump a bit larger than mine. Ashley.