His lips drifted away from mine and he sat up on the couch and reached for the bag of fast food. "I got a 20 piece McNugget I thought we could share, ya know , like we used to" he said while digging through the bag. I was speechless, what the hell is wrong with him? He fucking broke our deal and he's acting like it never happened! Like the "J" necklace and the rose meant nothing, not only was I pissed but i was heartbroken that he was acting this way.
He looked at me smiling and took a double take, his smile faded. "What's the matter?" He asked. You clueless fuck. "I picked up barbecue sauce if that's that your worried about," he chuckled and pulled the little package out of the bag. I looked down an held my breathe "you broke the deal." "What" "you broke the fucking deal!" I raised my voice at him, standing up from the couch.
"What the fuck are you talking about?" Again, you clueless fuck. "You know exactly what I'm talking about! You fucked another girl when we had the agreement that if we were gonna do this "fuck buddies" thing we wouldn't sleep with anyone else!" I was so fucking heated. He stood up and sighed "can you just shut up and eat!" Wow, he's never yelled at me before, ever.
I didn't say anything, I froze. "Do you realize I can fuck anyone? I have women lined up everywhere I go, I have thousands of tweets from fans begging to have me in bed! Appreciate that I take the time to pay your ass some attention." He looked at me coldly and threw the bag of goods on the table. I was heartbroken. I wasn't confused or mad anymore. I didn't say anything at all, I didn't even look at him. I kept my head down and didn't move a muscle. What happened to friends forever. What was the point of giving me the rose and necklace if he was just gonna rip me apart. I wanted to cry but I didn't want to look weak in front of him.
"Now, are we gonna sit here and eat or are you gonna lash out at me again?" I turned around and walked right upstairs to my room, I shut the door and locked it. I changed my clothes and got in the shower, trying to wash my body of tears, sweat, and shame. I closed my eyes and silently cried. I threw my fist at the wall in a burst of anger I didn't even see coming. Blood came trickling down my knuckles and disappeared down the drain with the water.
I fell hopelessly in love with my best friend who is four years older than me. He was the one who had the idea to start this game and he was the one who broke the deal, so why is my heart being punished? About 10 minutes later I got out, wrapped a towel around myself and walked out into my bedroom. I looked up for a split second and glared in the direction of my bed. Justin was laying on my neatly made bed, naked.
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Friends With Benefits (Justin Bieber Fanfiction)
Fanfic"...He was wearing a smile so you assumed that this wouldn't be to awkward. As you turn around to put the food on the table he looked at you smirking. "You look good in my shirt" he said eyeing you up and down. Apparently this wasn't awkward to him...
