i'm Yours?!!!!!!!

Chapter 10. Heartbeat

I always know that she's beautiful, but I never really realize how beautiful she is.

I leaned closer and saw her closed her eyes. I stared at her lips. Surprised to find my heart is doing a gallop as I watched her.

What is this feeling?

I unconsciously licked my own lips.

I leaned more closer... hesitated... I take a good look at her.

She's beautiful... no, she's gorgeous.

I leaned even more and sealed my lips on hers.

I could feel her breathing on my face. Stupid heart, stop beating so fast, she might hear it.

Why are you beating so fast anyway? It's just Amber.

I felt electricity running through my spine as she pressed her lips on mine.

Oh God, does this have to feel this good? It feels like there are thousand of butterflies on my tummy.

Oh God, why am I enjoying this so much? Her lips taste so good.

I pulled back, and missing her lips in an instance. Is this how it supposed to feel? I want her again, I want to feel her lips on mine again. I closed my eyes and leaned closer once more. Kissing her again, feeling her soft lips on mine again.

Why does it feel so good? I start to enjoy Amber's lips and return her kiss.

I was starting to have strange feeling on my belly. I need to have her closer. I put my left hand around her waist and my other hand travel to the back of her head.

I feel like I'm on fire as I feel Amber's hand around my waist, my hands traveled on their own, circling around her neck.

As she deepened the kiss, I start to run my fingers on her hair. I start to moan on her kiss.

The feeling of her fingers on my hair is making me crazy. This feels so good. The small moans she was giving me. I don't want this to stop.

It was supposed to be an innocent kiss, but instead I was crumbling on Amber's touch. It feels like I have no control of my body anymore.

I need to take control before this get out of hand.

I put my hand on Amber's chest, trying to push her away.

"Am... ummm... ummm"

Shit this girl can kiss. I was losing control again and instead of pushing her away, I clench her shirt and pulled her closer to me.

She pulled back lacking of air, only to lean closer again.

This is my chance, I need to stop this while my brain is still working.

"Am..."

I put my fingers on her lips, preventing her lips to touch mine.

I pulled back for seconds to fill my lungs with air, as I leaned back again she put her fingers on my lips, stopping me from kissing her again.

"Am..." her voice trembles

I clenched my fists, trying to regain control of my body. I was panting.

I felt her hand on my chest, pushing me away.

"We need to stop"

I nodded, she's right.

But at the moment our eyes met...

I didn't even know what happened, because the next thing I know I was lying on top on her, our lips sealed, panting, couldn't get enough of each other.

"Soo Jung"

"Oh Shit!"

We jumped and broke the kiss as we heard Krystal's Dad calling.

I tried to stay calm, tidying my shirt as Krystal tried to comb her messy hair with her fingers.

Krystal's Dad peeked on the door

"Soojung, I'm going fishing with Amber's Dad, okay?"

"O—OK Dad"

"I'll be back tomorrow. I prepared dinner already. Oh hi Amber"

"Hi Uncle Jung" I waved awkwardly

"I didn't see you. Well why don't you kids eat dinner together"

"Yes Dad"

"Yes Uncle Jung"

"OK, I'm leaving. You kids behave yourself, okay?"

I scratched my head as Krystal coughed nervously.

"Bye kids"

"Bye Dad"

"Bye Uncle Jung"

As he closed the door, we looked at each other, feeling awkward and looked away.

Come on Amber Liu, come up with something. This is too awkward.

I looked at her as Amber called my name

"Krys..."

"Yes?"

That dorky grin again.

"You want to tell me something, Liu?"

She got up, coming closer to me.

"LIU! What are you doing?!"

Shit! Shit! Stop beating so fast you stupid heart!

"Krys...." She whispered on my ears.

Stupid body, why are you shivering on her voice.

"Krys... I---"

I gulped.

"Yes?"

"I'm a great kisser, aren't I?" she giggled afterward and run to the window.

"Great kisser my butt!"

I threw my pillow at her.

She dodged and climbed out of the window.

"Don't have a wet dream about me tonight, Jung!" she yelled the last time, I can still hear her laughing.

STUPID AMBER!

I lay myself on my bed, unconsciously brushing my lips with my fingers, remembering her kiss.

I couldn't believe I was losing control, if Dad didn't call... I wonder if ....

WAAAAA! Don't think about that, Krystal Jung. I shook my head trying to get rid of the thought. Have you just seriously thought about having sex with that Llama?

IT IS NOT GOING TO HAPPEN... NOT IN A MILLION YEARS.

I brushed my teeth and look at the mirror. I unconsciously brushed my lips with my fingers, remembering her lips, remembering our kiss. She tastes so good.

I threw myself on the bed and replaying the kiss again and again in my head. The more I think about it, the strange feeling on my lower stomachis getting stronger.

I love the way she moans, I love the way she tastes, I love being on top of her

I wonder what would happen if Uncle Jung didn't show up.

Would we?

AMBER LIU! I was cursing myself. Have you just thought about having sex with your best friend?

I shook my head vigorously trying to get rid of the thought.

Stupid hormones! Stop doing whatever you are doing to my body right now.

Krystal and I are just friends... FRIENDS. And friends don't sleep with each other.