i'm Yours?!!!!!!!

Chapter 12. Am I?

I'm getting frustrated.

What the hell is wrong with me?!

I shoot some hoops on my backyard, getting angry and angrier because I couldn't hit the basket.

AAARRGGGGGHHHH!

Have you lost your mind, Amber Liu?

"Kiddo"

I turned around and saw my dad.

"Hi Dad"

"Is everything okay? You were throwing shoots as if you want to kill someone"

"I don't know what's wrong, Dad. I couldn't points"

"Something on your mind?"

I hesitated, I never talk about girls with Dad. It just seems weird. But then maybe he can help.

"Give me the ball"

I passed to him, he jumped and point.

"It's not that hard, kiddo. And I know you're better than this. Want to tell me what's bothering you?"

"Uhhh..."

"I was once young too, you know"

"Well I have a girlfriend..."

"That Hyuna girl?"

"Yes"

"She's pretty"

"She is" I grinned.

Dad threw another basket "And what seems to be the problem?"

"It's.... let's put it that way. If you kiss someone and you think about someone else what does it mean, Dad?"

"You lost me there kiddo"

"I.. uhh... I kissed another girl before with Hyuna and as I was kissing Hyuna all I could think of was that other girl." I sighed "I had butterflies in my stomach as I was kissing the girl, but not with Hyuna. I don't know what's wrong with me"

"Have ever consider that you might be in love with that other girl, kiddo?"

"But I don't love Kry---- uhhh I mean that other girl"

"Just think about it, kiddo"

Dad ruffled my hair and went inside.

His words kept repeating in my head.

Am I in love with Krystal?

I went with my dad to his boxing gym. I was so frustrated after I can't get Amber's face off my mind as Minho was kissing me.

"Want to practice a bit, Soojung?"

I nodded.

I put on the boxing gloves and start practicing with dad.

Jab, jab, hook.

"Whoa..whoa... Soojung, slow down. You're gonna break my hand"

"Uhh sorry Dad."

"Is something wrong?"

"Nothing... "

I feel awkward talking to my Dad about my love life.

"Soojung, I know it's hard growing up without a mother on your side. There are things you would probably want to talk with her than with me. I just want you to know that I'm here for you. You know you can talk to me about everything"

"Dad, I didn't mean it like that. It's just that..."

"Boys?"

"Well yeah, sort of"

"Mind telling me about it?"

"There's this boy, he said he likes me. I think I like him too..."

"You think?"

"Yeah, it's just that... Well it's complicated. I-- You know I like both right Dad? Boys and girls?"

"Yes"

"I-- I kissed this girl. And as Minho was kissing me all I could think was her."

"Could it be possible that you like this girl?"

"I do Dad, as a friend"

"I think you like her more than that"

"No way Dad, I never think of Am--- I mean her that way"

"Stop trying to love with your brain... follow your heart, Soojung"

Dad's words kept on repeating in my head

Am I in love with Amber?