i'm Yours?!!!!!!!

Chapter 11. Doubts

I went to pick up Hyuna the next day. She looks stunning with her outfit, full chest, amazing legs. I couldn't be prouder as a lot of people were staring at her. I have a sexy girlfriend. Bwahahahahaha

We went to watch a movie, went to dinner and then sat ourselves on the bench at the park. I was holding her hand. As the night getting late, she rested her head on my shoulder. I stroke her hair, we were looking in each other eyes, she closed her eyes and I leaned closer.

Her lips were soft, taste like strawberry. But there's something missing...

Why don't I have that feeling like as I was kissing Krystal? That funny feeling on your stomach as my lips met Krystals.

I deepened the kiss, hoping that that feeling would come. Maybe I should put my hand on her waist just like I did with Krystal.

Hyuna was kissing me back, running her fingers on my hair just like Krystal did. I closed my eyes, trying to enjoy the kiss more.. but I don't feel it. Those feeling as if you don't want to be apart from her, the feeling of wanting to have her more, wanting to make love to her is just not there.

Hyuna was kissing me and all I did in my mind was replaying my kiss with Krystal. Her lips, the way she tastes, the way she moans.

What's wrong with me?

I decided to take a step forward and asked Minho to go on a date with me. He showed up on my front door 30 minutes later, looking as handsome as ever.

He was being a gentleman the whole night, I had fun. As he walked me back to my house, he said

"Thank you for tonight, Soojung"

"It's my pleasure" I said "I have fun"

"Really?"

I nodded and smile to him.

We were standing in front of my house.

"Soojung"

"Yes?"

"Remember what I asked you the first time I walked you home?"

"Ummm...."

"If you want to go out with me?"

"Minho, I...."

He touch my cheek and leaned closer. I didn't know what to do, I didn't stop him.

As his lips touched mine, my head was filled with Amber's face. He was kissing me with passion, but all I can think about was how Amber's lips felt on mine. How she put her hand around my waist, how we kissed that night.

Choi Minho is kissing me and all I can think of is that stupid Llama.

What's wrong with me?