"millie stop!" was all i could hear, my mom was shouting like a freak from outside of the bathroom. why she just don't leave me alone
"millie open the door right now!" she keep screaming and knocking the door
"mom leave me alone!" i screamed and leaned over the toilet
"millie this is not healthy, please" i could hear her voice cracking, she was crying
i throw up the food i have recently eat, i couldn't stand it or any food. whatever you put me on my mouth i will spit it or eat it and later throw it up on the toilet
when i was done, i stand up and wipe my mouth with the back of my hand
i look my face over the mirror and thought on what i've became on
i opened the door and saw my mother sitting on the floor with both hands covering her face
"mom what-"
"millie!" she screamed and hugged me
"what's wrong?" i said
"what's wrong? what's wrong! millie you are throwing up every food that's wrong!" my mom screamed and take a step behind
"mom i can explain it" i said
my mom looked at me with her arms crossed
i opened my mouth but no words came out
"go to your room right now" she screamed and pointed the stairs
i went to my room and immediately fell sleep
the next day i woke up by the light coming out from my window, i turned around and saw my mother packing my stuff
"mom what are you doing?" i asked in a sleepy tone while rubbing my eyes
"packing your stuff, you are moving" she said
"you meant us" i said
she stopped from packing and turned around facing me
"no honey, im going to take you to a place where you are going to be better" she said and grabbed my hand
my eyes wide opened and i started moving my head
"no.. no mom you can't do this to me" i said and let go my hand
"millie there is no discussion, you are going" she said and give me a glare
...
i entered to a building with my mom that was helping me to carry my bags
we were walking in the empty corridor and i have to admit that this place is fucking scary, it looks like a prison
we entered to a room with two chairs and and a desk. on the desk there was a lady sitting there
"hey um this is millie my daughter" my mom said
"hi nice to meet you, im natalia" she said and shake hands with me and my mom
"just let me checkout the list really quick" she said and put her glasses on
"millie bobby brown right?" she said
"yup" i said
"well millie your room is the 315 you can go right now" she said smiling
i nodded "bye mom i will miss you" i said and give her a hugged
"bye sweetie i'll miss you too" she kissed me on the cheek
i was walking alone in this corridor that i hate so much cause it's pretty scary and i was looking for my room
i saw the number 315 and entered
i saw a boy standing there without a t shirt and just wearing some jeans
"oh shit im sorry!" i said and closed the door covering my eyes with my hand
"it's okay im not naked" the boy said laughing
"oh you wish" i said
"im dressed now" the voice said and i take out my hand from my eyes
"im finn" he said and approached me
"millie" i said, shake his hand and rolled my eyes
"um they told me that i will have a new roommate since the other one..." he stopped talking "well is not important" he said
"you can sleep in the bed thats down and i will sleep in the one on top" he said
"okay" i said and take a sit on my bed
after 10 minutes of silence finn decided to talk while i was unpacking
"millie" he said softly
"yeah?" i said
"why are you here?" he said
i took a moment before answering
"because of my crazy mother" i said
he laughed
"and you?" i said
"im not gonna lie" said "well i have uh depression" he said and rubbed his back
"really? you seem normal, um i mean fine" i said and mentally slap myself because of the stupid thing i just said
"well i have my days, like i can be happy one day and another i can be from a step of killing myself" he said
"wow" i said
"yeah" he said playing with his dark brown curly hair
"well i have some problems with uh food" i said awkwardly and looking at him
"problems?" he said confused raising an eyebrow
"yeah i eat and thr-" i was cut off by finn
"millie i get it, don't worry im sure you will be better here" he said smiling
damn his smile is so cute
