"maybe she doesn't feel the same way about me..."
"i don't want to stay here forever you know, i don't know it just feels like time passes and im still here not getting better or worst just existing" millie said to finn while she was laying on her bed looking through a magazine
"yeah believe me i know how you feel, i've been here for almost 2 years" finn said staring at millie from his bed
"im tired finn, i really want to get out of here, i miss my friends back at home" millie said leaving the magazine on a side 'cause she got bored of it
"im sure you'll leave soon don't worry" finn said looking down and then to the window
millie noticed finn suddenly changed his mood, he was sad
"is everything okay?" millie asked to finn that looked over to her
"uh yeah" finn said "everything is okay"
"don't lie to me finnie, it's not" she said joking and hop onto his bed playfully
"it's just..." "if you get out of here im sure we will never see each other again" finn said looking down again
"don't say that, of course we will" millie said and smiled
he kept looking down
"finn" millie grabbed his cheekbone and he stared at her directly on her eyes
"i promise i'll never forget you" millie said "no matter what" she said smiling and hugged him
he smiled and hugged her back tight
"you promise?" he asked smiling
"i do" millie said, somehow she didn't felt uncomfortable on his arms, she felt save
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it was lunchtime and finn was on the cafeteria, he was only with the boys because the girls were getting her meds
"dude you have to tell her you like her" caleb said teasing and shoving his shoulder onto him
"yeah finn, this is your chance" noah said
"i don't know guys what if she doesn't feel the same way about me" finn said looking down and not eating his food
"um ding dong are you dumb or something?! haven't you seen the way she looks at you? she's into you man" gaten said really loud
"shut the fuck up! your really loud" finn said trying to hide his face that was bright red because he thought all the cafeteria heard it
"anyways, what are you planning?" caleb asked
"i really want to tell millie that i love her, i really do but, she's been here for a month and a half and she's been really good and i have been here for almost two years and i still having the same depression shit and it's not getting better or worst it's just it's there" finn said "what if she leaves? im going to get worse"
"man it's complicated" noah said trying to figure out something to do about it
"you tell me" finn said rolling his eyes and resting his head on the palm of his hand
"guys, guys shut up the girls are coming" caleb said
"heyy boys" sadie said while she hugged caleb from behind
millie greeted them too
"guys did you saw that tonight they are doing a cinema thing? wanna come? it's gonna be fun!" millie said excited
"yes it's gonna be so much fun" finn said
"well caleb and i already got a thing planned so..." sadie started "yeah and gaten and i too" noah said
"wait are you guys a thing or something?" millie asked confused
"are you assuming my sexuality?" noah asked impressed while laughing
"no, no just gonna be playing some rounds of cards" gaten said
"we can still going if you w-want" finn said almost stuttering
"yes of course!" millie said smiling
