finn is my best friend, the best friend someone could ask for.
he always listens to all the shit i talk, my dreams, my fears, honestly everything and it's amazing how he doesn't get bored and he helps me, we help each other.
i was sitting at the cafeteria with sadie and we were talking, you know, a normal teenage girl conversation, until she mentioned finn.
"so" sadie took a sip from her juice and looked at me
"where's finn?" she asked lifting and eyebrow
i thought for a second and realize that he wasn't at the cafeteria
"i don't know" i said looking around
"he was probably tired so he decided to skip breakfast" i said
"tired? you've been working all night right?" sadie said laughing
i almost choked on my own drink
"sadie!" i screamed annoyed
"shut the fuck up... it's not like that" i mumbled and rolled my eyes
when breakfast was over i went back to my room
i opened the door and saw finn standing at the window
"hey finnie" i said and closed the door
"what are you doing?" i asked
he turned around and i saw him with a cigarette between his lips
i was confused i didn't know that he smoked
"relaxing and um thinking i guess" he said exhaling the smoke
"why are you trying to kill yourself with that piece of shit?!" i said angry
"wow wow calm down mills im just smocking, it's just one cigarette" he said getting closer to me
"today is one, tomorrow four and by the end of the week they are going to be twenty three" i said taking an step back and looking to him
"why are you so mad millie? i don't get it" finn said lifting his hands on the air
i looked at him "forget it" i said and walked over my bed
"smoke everything you want but please don't do it while im here" i said angry and with tears on my eyes
finn throw the cigarette on the floor and stepped on it
he walked over my bed and sit next to me, i was facing the wall
"millie?" he said with a softly voice
and hug me from the back tight
i could contain more but i started crying, it just bought me memories back and seeing someone making the same mistake, i couldn't contain more
"what happened baby" he said whispering and still holding me tight
"n-nothing it's just im worried about you" i said whipping my tears and laying on his chest
"you know that if there is something else, you can tell me" he said
"i know" i said
"you are beautiful" he said and started playing with my heart
"and you are an idiot, but my favourite idiot i think" i said laughing and i still laying on his chest.
