Excerpts from a story I'll never write

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Even though I want to

Be like you 

Look like you

Think like you

See like you

I know you want me to die

My friends see me cry 

They almost speak but don't want to pry

They have no guts 

but neither do I

for the thing I truly want to do

you are right

My life is wrong

My existence has already lasted too long

But like I said I do not have the guts

to do what I want to do

but if I cannot do it 

instead I'll pick and choose

the people in my life i'll gain

and loose

So I'll be cautious 

No longer nauseous from the anxiety you caused me

I turned on the faucet 

and washed away my tears

I will no longer have fears

my heart has a tear

that can never be mended 

but my life is far from ended