You have nothing, but you have my love

Reality Check: Soo Yun

I woke up when I heard noises coming from Soo Ho's room, I thought that he could've been with his girlfriend so I didn't actually mind, I went to the kitchen and thought about making breakfast and, since there was a guest I made one for her too.

I called Soo Ho to come and eat, since I wasn't a hundred percent sure that it was his girlfriend I didn't call her, I waited until they came out but only saw Soo Ho coming, he sat down and waited before eating, when I was about to ask him who he had been with he shouted
"Are you coming?!" There was no response, only me staring at the door to see who was going to come out, by the way he asked that I realized it wasn't his girlfriend, he wouldn't talk to her in that way, sure, he is.. was a player but he isn't mean to girls, we waited until he came out and when he did, oh god.. I don't think I can describe what my face looked like, I was confused, happy and mad, why would he be in my house, without telling me? With Soo Ho! Wait.. does that mean.. did he sleep with him? Where did they sleep?! What did they do?! Oh god.. I think I'm just creating things in my mind which aren't real, I should stop.

He sat down and as soon as he did we all started eating, without saying a word, Ban Ryu was the first one to finish
"It was delicious.. were you the one that made it Soo Yun?" Ban Ryu asked
"Y-Yes.."
"Oh, you're an amazing cook!"
"T-Thank you"
"Of course she is, she is my sister!" Soo Ho said, although we are siblings we have nothing in common
"Do you know how to cook too? I can't believe it.. what do you cook? Bread?"
"Haha, very funny, I want to see you cook"
"Soo Yun will, everyday" I blushed when he said that, did he just say he was going to cook for me? And what did he man by everyday?
"Do you have a death wish?!" Soo Ho said that and made his hand into a fist, then proceeded to tickle Ban Ryu and he did the same, seeing them together makes me happy, they're usually fighting, I'm happy they're finally friends
"Hey stop! Stop! I can't breathe!" Ban Ryu said while trying to pull Soo Ho's hands away, then he put his hand on his chest making a pained expression, was he hurt?
"Oh shoot, I forgot I'm sorry" Soo Ho stopped tickling Ban Ryu and put his hand on his lap, Ban Ryu had a mischievous expression and threw Soo Ho on the floor, laying on top of him
"Haha! I tricked you!"
"No fair! Let me go! You're heavy!"  I laughed at their childish acting, the way they got along really made me happy, but I wonder what made them closer.. they were laughing together, although I really was happy I felt like a third wheel, so I decided to go outside and just.. enjoy of the view.

I didn't go really far, I could still hear them laughing, I looked at the sky which was clear, it had some clouds but that made it prettier, I smiled letting all of my preoccupations out and suddenly remembered about my mother, she was really sweet and caring, there was not much to remember about her since she passed away when I was five years old, I remember it being a really cold day, although the sun was out and it was one of the hottest days in the year, for me, it was the coldest day in my whole life.

I decided to sit on the floor, it was cold but it felt nice. I looked at the sky thinking about my mom, she would be right there and I hoped she was looking back at me, I felt something going down in my cheek, it was a tear, I didn't bother to wipe it off, I liked how it felt.

After sometime of just staring at the sky I felt something on my mouth and last thing I remember was "you'll be on a better place, I promise" and everything went black.

I woke up tied up, this brought a lot of memories back, I had my mouth covered like last time but this time my eyes weren't covered, I was on a chair, there was a whip on the floor and some kind of blood stains, this was where my life would end, I saw Young Shil coming my way, he was hurt, it looked like someone had punched him
"So you're the one who has made Ban Ryu into a mess" I couldn't say anything back to him since my mouth was covered, I looked at him in despise, my eyes could speak by themselves
"I could kill you right here, right now, but I would like to make your death painful" everything was blurry because of the tears that were forming in my eye, they couldn't come out because of how scared I was
"I will buy everything I need.. don't go anywhere" he chuckled "right.. you can't" I looked at him leave and when there was no sight of him I tried my best to set myself free.