Shu Sakamaki X Reader Fanfic [COMPLETED]

Chapter 4

Kumi's POV:

I don't like the thought of marrying someone when we don't love each other. I just can not see the reason behind it?

Marrying someone, means loving the person you wanted to be with for the rest of your life.

I know that I should be happy because I'm going to marry Shu. But, what if he loves someone else? He will blame me for that.

And I don't think we really need that thing. It's 21st century and yet my parents are still in 1500s.

Gosh, I am so confused right now. I am having a hard time to solve this shit. I want to cut the rope around my neck.

I am no one's pet. I have my own life too, no one, not even my parents can dictate what will happen in my life.

But, what if? What if Shu loves me too? Well, am I delusional? Yes! I really hate it when the person you love is your enemy. Not really MY enemy, but he hates me, I guess?

Am I day dreaming? YES! I really should stop reading fictions.

Although, if I were to choose. I rather have the long process. What I mean is that? Me and Shu will get to know each other first, before marrying each other.

It is really surprising, but why he isn't? I mean, he should be the one who will hate the idea. Ugh! I need to stop this thoughts!

If things didn't go the way it supposed to go, I need to at elast fix it. I can not just agree on marrying someone.

And if I did, and things are not right. We cut the ties.

Tomorrow my parents will arrive from some place I don't know.

I need to prepare myself, I have to practice some argument. I have to prove them that I am not a baby anymore.

That I can decide on my own. This is more frustrating.

I just want this to be over.