Can they see the hurt i hide so well?
Can they sense the pain im in?
I feel like i'm drowning in a pool of depression
and its suffocating me like a plastic bag
Do they see through my forced smiles and Bubbly attitude?
Are they falling for the show im putting on?
My mind is clogging up with thoughts of suicide!
It feels like my heart has stopped beating normally!
almost...like the only thing running through my veins isnt oxygen
But pain, a broken heart, lonelyness, and hopelessness
As if those are the only things im allowed to feel
I think the blood flow in me has stopped...
Because all i ever am nowadays is cold.. never able to get warmth....
Why doesnt Anyone see my pain!!!
Will this emptyness ever go away?
or will i just end up disappearing.....
