Do i Matter?

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I'm filled with Depression and hopelessness

I've lost all hope in getting any better

In their eyes i can never do right

Im the mistake,a pure accident

So i fill myself with Depression

to rid the empty hole in me that needs filled

I eat away my mind with pain

The pain of the blade pressing up against my skin

40 lines of hatred

40 lines reminding me of the days,

the days i wanted to die

when the lonelyness was too great

and i didnt want to go on any longer

is there any hope left for me in this world?

Do i even have the right to live?

What the hell am i worth? Will i ever be loved?

I wonder about who will miss me,

Who would care if i was gone? nobody would..

Would the arguing stop? would all the fighting go away?

Will their lives be better without the burden of me??

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