I'm so tempted... To erase the pain I'm feeling inside me .
There's so much of it...
I haven't done it in such a long time..
But I think it's time to restart my hobby....
I'm tired of crying... Tired of trying...
I'm tired of always feeling this way..
So why not cut away the pain... Numb this anger inside me...
Unleash the wrath that's bundled up ..
I need a release from this anguish.
My savior is gray and sharp .
He takes away the mental hurt I feel daily and distracts me from it all.
All....all it cost is another spot on my arm... But hey why do I care ?
My body is a canvass and it's time for the pen to leave its Mark
