Kamisetang Puti

Not Only

I miss you,
not only at night when I can't sleep,
but also in the morning when I wake up cause you're always the first thing on my mind.

I miss you,
not only when it rains,
but also when the day is so bright and I all I could think about is our happy times together.

I miss you,
not only when I'm lonely,
but also when I am filled with joy because I wanna share them with you.

I miss you,
not only when I watch romantic movies, but also when I watch zombies because, those.. those were your favorites.

I miss you,
not only when I stare at your picture for too long,
but also when I'm not looking at you at all, because damn I have a built in picture of you in my head.

I miss you,
not only when I am alone,
but also when I am with my friends, or my family because they used to be yours too.

I miss you,
not only when I'm drunk
but also when I'm sober, that's when I miss you more.

I miss you so much everyday.
And I keep telling myself maybe I won't miss you tomorrow.
But I always miss you.