Stepbrother

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"THIS IS SOOOOOO BOOORRRIIIINNNGGGG!!!!!!"

"SHUT UP NOAH!"

"DON'T TELL ME TO SHUT UP BUM FACE!"

"I WILL TELL YOU WANT I WANT, AND DON'T CALL ME BUM FACE, BUM FACE!"

"WELL YO....."

"SHUT UP FOR CHRIST SAKE!" Blake screamed.

We have been sitting in my living room for about 15 minutes. 10 of them in silence but the next 5 minutes listening to Noah and Will scream at each other. Blake is sitting opposite me along with Noah and then Will is next to me.

After lunch we decided to meet at mine and Blake's house after school, but during the rest of the school day Tori and Harper have been trying to get my attention. Again. I know its not fair on them but these girls i have known basically all my life, and then they go and accuse me of doing something i have not done.

They did corner me in the girls bathroom, but all i said to them was i needed time to think as what they said hurt me. They agreed and have decided to give me my space until i am ready.

The part of the football team that still likes me and the rest of the school all give me the pity look and say they are sorry and that Jake is an idiot. (When i say the football team i mean like all of them except from 3 people, which consists of Jake and his 2 side kicks).

So basically all I have now is Blake and the boys, however I can not tell if me being with them is a positive or negative thing.

Cons:
- making a deal with the bad boys who could possibly ruin my life even more.
- They are using me by making me be the inside man of this high school.
- I could fall in love with one of them. (But I doubt it, I mean why would I want to be with someone like them.
Blake - no as he's my stepbrother and it's wrong.
Will - too flirty
Noah - too stupid
Okay I'm thinking too much of this) .

Pros:
- revenge on everyone.
- experience.
- I'm hanging out with the 3 most attractive guys in town.
- I will get over the guy I've 'loved' for 2 years.
- I can figure out what I'm doing with my life.
- Blake and I can get to know each other more, in a brother/sister way nothing else .

So that's 6-3 points, I still don't know.

"You guys are meant to be the bad boys of high school, how have you not created a long list of things we can do!" I complained looking at Blake.

"Well sorry miss perfect but pranks/revenge takes skill and time, it's not something we can think of straight away. So stop being inpatient! We don't always get what we want do we, just because we are the 'bad boys of high school' means nothing, you don't know us, we could be just like you but no body cares about others just their social group. You can either wait or do this on your own, we don't care. What is so important you can't wait?!"Blake replied angrily. I stood up tears flooding my eye sight.

"Well I'm sorry Blake, it's not like the love of my life has been cheating on me for gods know how long, and you know what the worst thing is about everything I nearly lost my virginity to him, I was willingly going to give it to him because I was so naive and thought he was the one." I cried out. "He was the last person to meet my dad Blake, the last person. That means so much to me as my dad was my hero, I wanted the person I was going to spend my life with meet him and if my dad liked him then he was the one. I'm sorry if this means nothing to you but to me it's everything. Forget about Operation bye bye j.jay, I'm done"

I walked out the room, leaving them shocked and not having a word to say.

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Blake's POV

As karma left, the boys and I sat in silence until Noah whistled.
"Well that was dramatic"
And because of that Will slapped Noah in the back of his head, then turned to look at me with a 'what are you waiting for' look .

"Are you going to go after her man?" Will asked. I raised one eyebrow at him.
"Why should I? As Noah said she's being dramatic. You can't meet the love of your life at 17, it's just not accurate."

"Am I the only one with brains here? Listen, when a girl leaves she wants you to go after her. When a girl says go away, she wants you to come with her. Girls are a difficult species, they mean the opposite of what they say."

"He does make a point Blake" Noah popped up.

"Why do I have to. Why can't you guys go? Will you go as you are the love expert"

"GO DUDE!" They both shouted at me. I scoffed and walked after Karma. It doesn't make any sense why I have to go, Will is the flirt and knows what girls like and that. Noah would just make her laugh. And me, what can I do except give her bad advice and make her feel even more bad about herself. Girls are confusing.

Should I knock or go straight into her room?
I will knock I don't want to see any of her lady parts, not that I don't mind and I bet her curves match her body, her breasts are perky. OKAY DUDE THIS IS YOUR SISTER GOD YOUR SICK.
'Step sister' my constants remind me.
However, I do want children so, knocking the best option.

After I knocked I waited a few minutes but I don't think she heard me so I knocked again, no answer.
Now I'm starting to get worried, what if something happened, what if.....
Oh no she wouldn't, I mean she couldn't be that upset to do that to herself.

"Karma i'm coming in"

I barged into her room and looked around her room quickly to see any sign of her. But nothing. I saw nothing. Until I heard a faint sob, I walked to the other side of her bed facing away from the door and there she was. Sitting on the floor with a photo in her hands and tears falling from her red swollen eyes, sliding down her red cheeks.

I sat down next to her and we spend several minutes in silence. It was torture. Just listening to her cry and me doing and can't do anything about it. Looking over to the photo in her hand, it was a young girl, who I assume is her, with a older looking man who shares the same facial qualities as her.

"It's my dad. The photo was taken just before he died. You know, everyone loved him. He always had a cheerful attitude that made everyone smile, even if you are having a bad day he would manage to put a smile on your face." She chuckled sadly. " I don't understand how the good people on the planet always have the worst fate. The bad people just get to walk around, freely but we good people have to suffer. It's unfair. I don't see how a world can be so cruel.
How comes everyone I love always leaves me Blake. Am I really that bad. I don't know What I did to make Jake leave. I'm never going to find anyone, and I don't think I want to meet someone again" she cried more heavily.

I turned towards her and cupped her face in my hands, wiping the tears away with my thumbs "sometimes people wake up and decided they don't love you anymore. It's okay. When that happens, you can't forget to keep loving yourself. I know it's hard, but you're beautiful. Maybe he'll never realise that he lost out on an incredible girl, but you'll find a boy who will never let you go. Varsity warm ups and sport jerseys don't mean anything. Because one day you'll have your own hoodie to keep you warm. Boys with pretty eyes and a sweet smile can be most dangerous. Go for the boy with kind words and a knack for remembering small things about you. The boy who really loves you won't make you feel like you're a second choice. Every once in a while you'll miss the way he held your hand, but someone else will kiss you so sweetly you'll crave only his touch. You won't be over him right away; it'll take time. Just hang in there"

I pulled her towards me bring her head to my chest and wrapping my arms around her shoulders as she silently cried into my chest. "Any guy will be lucky to have you cupcake, just wait. You never know that guy might be right in front of you"

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Okay guys, this is probably my favourite chapter I have written.
What do people think about Blake and Karma's relationship?