Damned Star (Completed)

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“Park Yoochun?!”

The Park Yoochun? Am I dreaming?

I mentally slapped myself.  

“Aish.” He groaned in pain and carefully sat up and massaged his aching back. I childishly crawled up to him, “I’m sorry, I did not mean to make you fall hard on your back. I just wanted to help.” I stated my voice cracking in the end. I suddenly felt guilty for what had happened. Well, it was way better than him dying anyway.

Yoochun’s brows met and his eyes gave me a deadly glare, “I don’t need your help.” He arrogantly stood up and dusted off his clothes. He was about to march towards the edge again but I grabbed his leg, embracing it tight, “Yah! Please don’t jump. It’s not the end of the world just because your girlfriend broke up with you.” I uttered wishing he would finally stop this craziness.

After a second he halted, “You don’t know how it feels.”

Oops. That was a huge foul. You and your mouth Lee Minah! I mentally slapped myself once more.

“Just don’t jump please, I’m begging you.” I cried sounding desperate.

“Why do you care so much anyway? I don’t know you personally and you don’t know me. ” he blurted trying to kick me off his leg. I lost grip and fell on the rough cement. “Ouch.” I whispered nursing my hands that broke the fall. I gaped and saw that he was waiting for my answer. I helped myself up and fixed my messy hair. I gulped, “I just care.” I let out a short answer.

Park Yoochun gave me a weird look as he crossed his arms, “Have you ever heard of the statement… Mind your own business...”  

“…and you just can’t care for a person you don’t know. It’s like you’re giving your trust to a stranger.”

He is right.

I hung my head low. Awkward air brushed throughout the surroundings. I looked up and we stared at each other for a few seconds. I soon broke the uncomfortable wall.

I took a step forward, “Look, it is true that I don’t know how you are feeling right now, but as a person you shouldn’t throw your life away just like that. Think about the other people who love you and care for you. Stay alive for them. Be strong.” I uttered my ‘noble’ speech. I hope this convinces him not to continue his suicide attempt.

He shot me a blank but creepy stare. I don’t know, it just gave me the shivers. I had to look back down for the second time to escape the tension. I heard him sigh and in reflex my head flew up. I saw his irritated face and I threw him a huge smile.

Yes! I think I finally convinced him. I started partying in my head.

For a moment there I felt like I was wonder woman or some super hero; I actually ‘saved’ someone’s life. I was grinning to myself when I heeded him saying, “Goodnight,” still in an irritated manner and walked away. I sheepishly followed the star Park Yoochun, “You’re not going to kill yourself anymore?” I asked him a very frank question while my eyes glistened with so much happiness.

He stopped and looked back. He scanned me from head to toe and chuckled. I guess he finds my question funny? Yoochun faced front and continued walking not entertaining my question, and I trailed behind him. He unexpectedly stopped again, causing me to bump on him. He glanced down to his shoes and lifted his right foot.

He bended down and grabbed something shiny. He turned around, “Is this yours?” he held my necklace high. I instantly felt like vomiting, he fearlessly touched my angel necklace that the rat chewed on. Well, he doesn’t know a pest munched on it anyway. I can’t help but show him a disgusted visage.