Damned Star (Completed)

Sheet 13 (Yoochun Special)

Yoochun Special

 “Yoochun?!” A voice called out to me, one I haven’t heard in a while. That agonizing second my eyes found Minkyung… shock covered my entire body, paralyzing my emotions.

She helplessly rushed to me and hugged me securely, as if she never wants to let go.

“Minkyung, what are you doing here?” I pondered, confused on how she got here.

“I missed you Yoochun.” her voice shook.

What the hell is happening here? 

I gradually looked at this woman -I promised myself I would never see again- so vulnerable. It is not like her to be embracing me so desperately. For minutes, we just stood there, close to each other. I am trying to keep my composure, I-I cannot feel anything anyway.

I suddenly heeded a door close… “Minah?” I could not help myself but remember her.

Meanwhile Minkyung released me, a bit teary-eyed, “Minah? The girl who helped me find this place?”

“What? She helped you--“ I was cut off when she suddenly held my hands.

“Can we talk inside?” she requested. I was still puzzled but my head nodded voluntarily and I showed her inside.

We strolled towards my couch, my hand still held by her. She sat down first and tapped the free space left, telling me to sit close to her. I hesitated for a moment and forced her to let go of me. I looked away for a second and sat down next to her eventually. I inhaled deeply and waited for Minkyung to start the conversation.

“Have you eaten already?” she asked sincerely.

I rolled my eyes at her and disregarded her question, “Just tell me what you really want to say.” I stated coldly.

She soughed and bit her lips for a while. Minkyung gave my eyes an intent stare, “Yoochun,” she began, “I-I want to… Let us start over.”

I felt insulted… I couldn’t contain my rage. My face darkened, “You…you expect me to--” she interrupted me again, “I know I have no right to do this, since basically I am the one who ended our relationship but I came here to ask for your forgiveness, no to beg for your forgiveness.” She desperately uttered crying a few tears.

“Can you hear yourself? You are saying I should forgive you? Forgive the person who almost destroyed me?!” I blurted out raising my tone at her. I noticed Minkyung move backwards with a scared visage painted on her face.

“Yoochun, plea-please. I was wrong okay? It was very stupi-stupid of me to-to give you up.” She muttered, water continuously pouring from her eyes.  

After her statement I became speechless all of a sudden. I had no idea what to say, or how I should continue acting in front of her. Like a part of me said to stop. I-I just can’t stand seeing her sob that badly.