hey I'm not sure what this is. its kinda an update but also like me trying to get my thoughts out. So yea
so I'm single yay. time to go looking for heart brake again. also I have some kind of illness and I am having an MRI Monday fun. I also have to have a few more test done I just don't know what they are yet. I also have to see a specialist making my number of doctors go from 4 to I don't know anymore. my grades are so bad that I probably wont pass because of that and I also probably wont pas because of absences. my dad might be getting legal custody of me witch would be good I would probably be homeschooled or do online school. I want to kill my self because I really have almost no use. I'm dumb in every aspect so I don't see why I'm needed. its not like my family needs me and most of my friends aren't really friends. they kinda hate me and are only around me because they pity me. so fun and the like 2 real friend I have don't need me I'm just something they can have I'm not needed, but hey I'm such a failure I also fail at killing my self. so yea I think that's all.
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Ramdom. Yay.
AcakThis is going to be random. It may have stupid stuff about my life. It may be some one shots. It might be ideas for story's that I don't know if I should Make or not. I just need somthing to tell you that I'm alive if I'm not updating my shit story...
