Why did i ever let you slip away?

Nothing's left for me

Today I wake up at Mom's screaming voice.
I pull my blanket away quickly and run to her room seeing her bleeding from her mouth it's flooding blood!!
"Mom wut the hell!! Are u okay??"
"Mom!! Moomm!!"
She's just not answering I run quickly to my phone call the ambulance as fast as I could and started screaming and crying at the same time I can't do anything but cry I have no dad he's already dead from cancer what am I going to do right now I go to my mom and she's still screaming not answering still bleeding and my heart is really hurting, breaking...
"Uh..um where am I ??"
I open my eyes and realized I fainted yesterday and the picture of Mom bleeding is still in my mind.
"Mom!! Mom!!"
"Don't worry your mom's ok she's here" a calmed man's voice says to me, wut am I at the hospital? I look at my right side and saw her sleep on the bed. When ever I look at her I remember her face bleeding and screaming yesterday.
It's just terryfing​ I begin tearing on the bed hugging my knees but then I feel someone holding my hand.
"Mom?"
I say in a calm sad voice.
"Are you okay??"
" I am okay darling don't worry." No I can't believe what is she saying she was just bleeding yesterday and she says she's okay.
"Darling, If anything happens to me there's no one for you to live with your siblings are all dead and you're alone, so please try to have a good life find friends focus on your studying but at the same time have fun please be happy in your life as long as you promise me to be happy in your life I'll be able to die peacefully and relaxed please promise me."
"Mom!! No don't say that you'll be okay mom don't leave me alone I have no one left for me except you. Mom please don't die !! " I start crying i can't! I just can't believe how will my life is going to be if she's gone who's​ going to hug me when I am sad and say "it's okay" who's going to kiss me everyday before I go and I after I come back from school and ask if everything went okay mom don't leave me...
"Bella.. I love you honey bye-bye"
"Mooooom noooooooo!!!!"
............... Complete silence I am seeing  my mom dieing in front of my eyes and I just can't do anything but cry and scream she closes her eyes slowly holding my hand tight and then her hand releases and leaves mine but I hold it again before it falls and kiss it.
"Love you Mom"
I whisper keeping my lips close to her hand then tears continue falling heavily and my heart is smashed and I'm completely hopeless nothing's left for me....