Last chance to make it(book 3-last book)(completed)

chapter 1

De'kay

I'm up and ready for work now to wake the kids up normally I start with Gina coz she close by my room but she's cranky so I prefer waking little Q up " get up baby time for school, I know you don't wanna be late right?" I said he nodded but still was asleep " Q come on now I swear you gon be late when I come back in here I better find you ready and downstairs..." I said going to Kam and Rein's room they prefer sharing coz they like misbehaving together " boys up up, time for school, both your uniforms are by your beds -get up now! be downstairs in 15" I said opening their windows and making sure the lights hits their damn eyes " ma really? -10 more minutes please I'm tired" Rein whined still sleeping Kem wasn't even shaking " nah uh,i told yal to not watch Starwars..till the cracks of dawn but you did anyways now look, get up and make sure Kam is up on time now I better get yal downstairs in 15" I said getting out knowing well they gon be down...now to the cranky girl..." boo get up, time for school " I said repeating the light thing with her coz it seems to be working when in comes to this kids " no- I don't wanna go..." she said not even bothering to open even one eye " Gina fo'real wake up or I'm calling your aunty to come -"."okay okay I'm up ma" she said getting up,i laughed Mika uses the splash of cold water to wake them up which they don't like that much " I got your clothes ready now wash up and wash up good when you done come downstairs and i'll do your hair okay?" she nodded " good....20 minutes Gina" I said getting out...I bumped into Mika as I was going downstairs " your husband wants to talk to you finally " she says giving me the phone. since I confessed about my cheating a month ago Q stopped calling me and was just calling the boys, Gina or mika but not talk to me so I let him have his space

****phone convo****

Me : hello

Q: hey....are you free to talk?

Me: yeah, you ready to talk to me now?

Q: yeah...im coming back in a couple of months and I've been doing a lot of thinking and I think it's best if we see a marriage councillor

Me: I can do that...when exactly are you coming back?

Q : in 3 months hopefully by next week i' ll know when exactly

Me: oh okay...

Q: I guess that's all - enjoy your day

(ting)

****end of phone convo****

I sighed, then continued doing breakfast for everybody " so are yal okay or my worry should start pending again? " I looked at the kitchen counter to look at mika, I shrugged " he talked to me so there's some progress - I don't want to push him too hard into forgiving me you know, it's gon take time I know " I said, she nodded " yeah I guess but I hope it's soon....uh lay said she coming over for dinner tonight hopefully she makes it this time" I side eyed her,lay has been telling me she coming over and all but she never shows up so I will see with her when she does come" we' ll see mika we' ll see" I said getting back to what I was doing, we talked as she helped me set the table, with my work and 4 kids and mika's help we making it " aunt mika can you please help me with this tie mom can't do it" I heard one of the boys say " me too please -". another since they got the same voice it's hard to tell who's who " maaaaa- my hair is all wet" Gina yelled " why did you get it wet, you know your hair takes time to be up - mika please dish up for all of us as I'm gon do her hair" I said...after making everyone was set they loaded in the car while talking to Q as I got the house together coz I aint got no house cleaner or maid I don't want one. I dropped Gina and the twins first then Quincy. After that I drove to work. As much as I want to beg Q to forgive me for cheating I know he gon take time to really forgive me and put it behind us so I'm letting it be as it is for now till I know for sure his coming home so that we work on our marriage...I know yal probably wondering why I cheated, I guess loneliness and feeling of rejection I can say but that don't matter now coz I aint doing it anymore .