Last chance to make it(book 3-last book)(completed)

Chapter 2

De'kay

It's been a week since Q been back and I still cannot believe his back but best believe he hasn't slept at home, nor spoke to me besides the normal greetings. He says it's best all feelings be spoken about in our first meeting of councilling which is tomorrow on a Monday yes I don't mind I already took time off work tomorrow,im just hoping this thing we going through can be resolved Because I miss my husband and miss my family...but it's all ruined because of me...it's a Sunday the kids went with Mika to Tinashe's place for lunch, I dropped them there after church I'm just by myself thinking....maybe I shouldn't have cheated, what was I thinking though I don'tknow-got out my thoughts when I heard the knock so much for wanting to be alone" I'm coming! " I yelled so that whoever it is can hear me, I opened up then looked up oh how I hate being short " uhm hey-get in " I said since it's Q, I went back to my spot to watch what I was watching collateral Beauty yeah I was bored " boys ain't here so is Mika " I said incase he came for the boys " even Gina" I said since she the only girl I keep forgetting to mention her, I looked over at Q he sat down and relaxed, I mugged him on the inside coz I'm not in the moods" well hello to you too De'kay, i have a question. How long? " I looked at him confused " how long what?" I asked " how long have you been under your ex?" I closed my eyes for a moment " it's not even like that, it-"." give me a straight answer, truth only " he said making me nod." couple of months " I answered " were you planning on keeping the baby?" I shot my eyes at him" Q what's this about? I apologised for having an affair on you, I begged I did all that why you gotta go there? " I huffed now mad " don't get mad now De'kay you wasn't mad when you was doing me wrong -" I put my hands up" I'm not about to argue with you right now Quintin " I said standing up...he chuckled " truth hurts doesn't it...let me know, you was being disrespectful to me when you was under your F-ex....got pregnant by him and tell me over the fuckin phone? do you know how that shit feels huh? - don't start crying now, you wasn-"."stop okay, I know what I did was wrong but me losing the baby has nothing to do -" I cut him off while starting to cry " -its part of this, the result of you stepping out your marriage while I was fighting for my fuckin life trying to live for yal only to be welcomed with this!" he yelled, I just cried

Quintin

I don't see why she gotta cry coz she made her bed" man I do my all to make sure you happy, the kids are happy by risking my fuckin life with the kind of job I have, but you're ass is so ungrateful that what I do for yal ain't enough you had to go look for more else where...De'kay all this crying won't get you no where! " I said I'm freaking mad right now. I can forgive cheating but the pregnancy part is hard for me to digest...when she confessed about her cheating I was in hospital going through therapy, and she mentioned some about losing the baby, I'm glad she did yeah I'm selfish coz I wasn't about to forgive her while she having Chris 's other baby helm no..." please listen to me - it wasn't my intentions to get pregnant i-". " man cut the bull if you wanted to have Chris again why have me in your life? huh? Coz clearly you don't need me " I said cutting her off, shes shaking now and the tears I want to feel some remorse but I don't she gotta feel what I'm feeling shit not fair " I need you, I really need you. I made a mistake pl-". " don't fucking touch me man, it's good you lost that damn baby, you wasn't gon raise it well anyway " I spat, she gasped and looked at me side ways before running upstairs " running isn't the answer, you owe me my damn explaination and I'm gon get it " I yelled going out our house, driving to Tinashe's house.

" daddy daddy look, sissy gave me this"Q says holding a doll, I chuckled " superman? - you into superman?" I asked picking him up, he nodded" which sissy? " I asked " uhhh " he shrugged yep he don't know who it is " hey Q, well small and big Q whatever, I thought you was coming with De'kay " I turned to look at T " oh hey, nah haven't seen her today " I said totally lying " you know you lying right? - but whatever, give me my bbay Q and go to your brother his sulking coz the boys beat his ass in chess,and I mean all the little boys" she says making me chuckle " you seriously, I gotta see his face" I said going outside, greeted mika and the boys and saw D looking at them kids like he was planning their murder one by one," don't be planning on doing none to my kids yo," I said joining him on the wooden stool" man them bad ass kids know their story when it comes to chess believe that atleast I ain't paying no damn school fees for nothing " he says making me chuckle " so how did it go with the Q&A" he asked, when I left I told him I'm going to ask Kay some things " I took it over board but I got to her, we'll see how it goes tomorrow " I said he nodded" better not say anything about cheating coz T thinks im back to cheating on her so the cheating topic is off" he says I looked at him side ways " how she gon get mad at you for cheating but when I get ma's about it she thinks I'm being petty, when a woman cheats it's normal but when a man cheats it's wrong the hell is wrong with this world? " I asked shaking my head" if you were around more maybe she wouldn't have cheated, yeah stop being petty and deal with the fact that you failed her as her husband, you was suppose to be by her side every step of the way but you chose your job so deal with the consequences of leaving her with 4 kids on her own -think you smart boy get outta here with that" we heard T yell...I sucked my teeth" the Job provides " I yelled back" yeah material things but you dealing with a woman who can provide all those on her own, what about affection? the heart connection you think you can disappear for the whole fucking 3 years and expect my friend to sit around and mop for you? Heck no, she tried resisting she really did, but you pushed her away and now you making it seem like it's her fault boy when you was sleeping with all the woman around this planet she didn't give you shit to stress about hell,she was still sleeping in the same bed as you but you can't even be in the same house as her for 15 minutes, get your priorities straight Quintin coz a woman like De'kay is hard to find....i would have killed your ass long time ago" she said mumbling the last part now she all up in my face.