anywhere // : jihan [slow updates]

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Jeonghan's P.O.V

"Hyung..?"

Seungkwan muttered quietly, sitting next to me on my bed.

"I don't want to talk about it." I sniffed, my face pressed into my pillow.

"Do you want me to get Seungcheol?" He asked, lifting my shoulders up and turning me to face him. He rubbed my bruised cheek with his thumb to test how bad it was.

I averted my gaze as he studied my face, because my eyes were red and puffy from crying. I wasn't crying because Junhui hit me though, I was crying because I was so frustrated with myself.

I let this happen.

I thought a bit about Seungkwan's offer. Seungcheol had been hanging out with Jihoon a lot more after our fight and I have to admit that it's seriously making me jealous and I miss him.

"No." I lied. I really wanted him instead of Seungkwan, no offense to him, but I couldn't say it out loud. He told me not to come to him if something like this happened. I wish I'd just told him from the start that the relationship was fake. Maybe then things like this wouldn't have happened.

"Seungkwan?"

"Mm?"

"I messed up really bad. I said a lot of things I really shouldn't have."

There was a long pause before the younger opened his mouth to speak again. "Are you really dating Junhui? Even after he did this?" Seungkwan spoke again, making me groan.

"It's complicated." I admitted. "But..but let's talk about you instead. Specifically, you and a certain Hansol."

Immediately after hearing Hansol's name, Seungkwan perked up and blushed. "O-Oh? What about us?" He murmured, his demeanor suddenly changing from caring to flustered and our roles were switched.

I sat up straight, shaking my head with only a slight smile because my cheek was still swollen and it hurt. "You know exactly. You totally like h-" Seungkwan practically crawled on top of me, covering my mouth as the same male we were talking about strolled in with a slightly concerned look.

"Is everything okay?" He said, plopping down in front of us on the floor.

Seungkwan anxiously looked at me and then back at Vernon while I just grinned as much as my face allowed me. "Yeah! Sorry, haha..ha.." Seungkwan laughed awkwardly , pulling his hand away from my mouth and wiping it on my shoulder because I licked it for revenge. "Is everything okay with you?" Seungkwan piped up.

"Mhm." He messed with his hair a little. "Ah, Jisoo and Seungcheol hyungs both asked me to ask Jeonghan hyung if he was okay?" He said it as a question, because he was unsure of why I wouldn't be okay.

I stood up, rubbing the back of my neck. "What do you mean?"

"Jisoo just said 'make sure Jeonghan is okay' and Seungcheol told me to tell you that there's some painkillers in his sock drawer if you need them."

I ran my fingers through my long hair. "I don't need them. Tell him i said thank you though.." I flushed at the embarrassing idea of both Jisoo and Seungcheol witnessing the situation between me an Junhui outside.

Junhui.

Will he use the letter against me after what happened today?

I really needed to fix things before even more got out hand.

Should I just tell Jisoo that I like him before Junhui gets to him with my letter?

Should I just tell Seungcheol the truth and that I'm sorry and I never meant anything I said?

I don't know, at this point.

What will help and what will make things work?

Short filler. One of the next chapters coming up should look familiar if you've read this far 😏😉