End It

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... the alarm went off on my phone... beep! Beep! Beep!

I rolled over an grabed my phone an hit off. I layed on my back starring up at the celling.
A white celling blank. But i would always know that this celling beacause of the countless times i have starred up at it.

I rubed my eyes an they started to becom less hazy. Then looked back up blinking wildly. It was 7am an i had to get ready for school. I sat up on the end of the bed. I looked around an then my eyes landed to the clothes sitting next to me.

I stood up an took of my shirt an shorts. I then slide his grey shirt on an pulled up his skinny jeans an boxers. I then put on my black hoody. I kicked my clothes to the side. I went into the bathroom an brushed my hair. I looked into the mirror. I dont know why but i hated what i saw. I didnt like the way i looked. I didnt like the shape  of my body or the scultr of my face.

I grabed my makeup an put mascara an eyeliner on it what i always wore. I did it to make myself feel better about my appearance. I grabed my creepers an put them on.

I started to feel sick but it didnt matter i always felt sick in the mornings i had to go to school.
But today im lucky to day is the last friday then a holiday for 2 months. I wasnt planning on anything to do over that time but at least i didnt have to go to school.

I grabed my phone headphones an backpack. I really liked my backpack it was a galaxy theme. It was pretty. I then Went an unlocked my door an walked downstairs. I went into the kitchen. No one was up. My brothers didnt go to school anymore an my parents always slept in.

I grabed a orange an started to peel it. I walked to the door an grabed my penny bord that to was  galaxy themed. I walked outside an started down the side walk. I then was finished eating my orange.

I put my penny bord down an got on it. I pushed off. I got went to the side walk next to the rail road. There was a picket fence that ran all along the side an it was lined with trees. It was the perfect morning the sky was a light bluish grey an it was misty with dew on the leaves of the trees.

I loved morrnings like these. It was now 7:31 an i was arriving at school.