I was walkinh down the hall. Trying to miss all the traffic of the kids pouring out into the halls.
It was officially holiday. An thats when all hell breaks lose in the halls. Thwn the started burting through every door. There no avoiding it now.
The halls started to fill with kids noice an papers flying over head.
I pushed through i finally made it to the side door.
I walked outside an was greated by the sun. It was fudging bright.
Then i saw Izzy come at me.
"Hey Eli wanna hang out!?"
"Uhh suurre?"
"Cool okay ill pick you up tommoro then 12pm ." Izzy
"Okay." I said then he huged me an took off.
Okay that happen no. One ever just wants to hang out with me??
I then went to my special spot jumped up there an just chilled. It was 4pm when we awalys get out
An this is where i always waited befor an after school. I never want to go home after school. I juat sit here for a couple of hours or skate around.
I waited for about an hour. Mostly everyone was gone. When i got on my bord an started to skate. I dont know where to.
I came up on a park. It was peaceful an there was a giant willow tree. I went an sat under it.
Grabed my book from my bag "death is a noun" (acutal book) an beggan to read i loved reading an writting. I was there for awahile.
It beggan to get dark.
I grabed my bord an skated home. I guess i should go back. I have plans tommoro.
Then i started to think about Namjoon an the guys.
I promised i would go back today.
I knew i was lieing but i felt bad.
I mean i just met them yesterday. But somhow i missed them an i feel as if i let Namjoon down.
I started to feel sad.
I went into my room an locked the door. I changed out of his clothing an put them in the wash. I then fell onto my bed an felt sad. I should have never met him. Why did he have to be on the bridge! Why did he stop! Why did he save my life! Why couldnt i have killed myself ?!?!? With that i started to cry an fell asleep.
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Fanfiction(Namjoon x suicidal girl eli) Misstreated, beaten, unloved, hated and you were done. an you wanted to end it to end your pain. your done suffering. you didnt care anymore you were going to end your life. if that what it took to stop the pain. noth...
