Eternally Yours

Chapter Four

Chris' pov

As soon as I found Ricky's body, I've been hearing noises. It sounds like somebody trying to talk to me, but I can't make out any words. I just shrugged, brushing it off. I continued walking to my house, walking inside and up to my bedroom.

Putting Ricky down on my bed gently, I started tearing up again. I sat down on my bed next to his body, looking down at him and grabbing one of his hands gently. Ricky was so beautiful, even if he was dead. He's always been beautiful.

No matter how many times I told him he was an amazing and beautiful person, he never believed me. I tried so hard to get him to believe me, but he would just laugh at it.

I just burst out sobbing, holding onto his hand tightly. "God dammit Ricky, why'd you have to leave me like this?" All I could do was cry. I didn't want to live without Ricky. I couldn't live without Ricky.

Maybe I should go to bed. Sleep might help.

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Walking into school the next day, I had dark circles under my eyes. I didn't sleep at all. I walked over to my locker slowly, unlocking it and opening it gently.

"Hey Chris?" somebody said next to me, causing me to jump. I looked over, seeing Mike standing next to me. "Oh, hey Mike." I turned back around, putting my things in my locker carefully. I saw a picture of Ricky and I taped onto the inside of my locker, causing me to tear up a little bit. I wiped my eyes, grabbing what I needed for first period and closing my locker gently.

Mike just watched me. "Chris, what's wrong? You have dark circles and you're about to cry." I just shook my head. "Nothing, Mike. I'm fine." He crossed his arms. "Bullshit. 'Fine' is a lie." I sighed quietly, opening my mouth to say something, but the intercom interrupted me.

"Michael Kuza, please come down to the main office."

He groaned. "Sorry, Chris. Talk to me later, okay?" He said, starting to walk away to the office. I sighed quietly to myself and nodded.

I can already tell that this day is going to be a nightmare.