Without Warning

Chapter 10: If you let me

Kelly~

To say that I missed Bey was an understatement. But I just couldn't find it in my heart to take her back knowing she's still with Jay and trying to have me too. Monica has been here throughout the entire process of me trying to heal and I'm honestly so grateful for her.

I decided to stay in Texas for a little while but my plan was to move to New York in August. A fresh start was overdue and the sooner I left Texas for good, the slimmer the chances were of me bumping into Beyoncé.

It was late in the afternoon and I decided to head to the store for snacks since there was a huge thunderstorm happening tonight. I grabbed my purse and drove to Kroger while bumping Tupac.

"Tupac cares if don't nobody else care.." I sung while pulling up to the store.

I quickly hopped out the car noticing the dark clouds forming. I ran inside the store and grabbed every fattening snack that my heart desired. My trainer Ron was going to have a real attitude with me Monday. Going to the register, fans started to ask me for my autograph and pictures. After being rung up and signing at least 12 autographs, I headed home.

Incoming call: Beyoncé

I rolled my eyes and hit decline. She had been trying to call me ever since the tour ended and I just kept ignoring her calls. I mean what did we have to talk about? She tried to play me when she could have just been real! But then again I'm at fault too, I shouldn't have tried to pursue anything with her knowing she was with Jay.

I made it home just in time, the rain was just starting to trickle down when I grabbed my bags and hurried inside my two story home.

Walking straight to my kitchen I got all the snacks I wanted ready and sat them on the living room table. I laid my favorite blanket across the couch and put the movie 'Love don't cost a thing' in the DVR but didn't start it yet.

After setting everything up to my liking I went upstairs to take a shower and then put my favorite big t shirt on along with my boy shorts. Heading back downstairs, I turned off all the lights as the lightening started to boom and the rain was hitting the ground hard.

I cuddled up under my blanket and started the movie.

Baby I'm happy you home let me
Hold you in my arms I just wanna
Take the stress away from you.. making
Sure that I'm doing my part or is there something you need me to do ?

My phone rang from a notification.

I leaned over the couch and flipped it open.

Beyoncé: Kelly please call me..

I bit my lip with my finger hovering over the call button... I couldn't bring myself to do it. Beyoncé and I were better apart.  I closed my phone and turned my attention back to the movie and my Hershey Bar.

45 minutes into the movie, the dark clouds and rain was making me sleepy.

Ding Dong!

I scrunched up my face looking at my door in confusion. Who would come here when there's damn near a tornado outside? Setting my bowl of popcorn down, I slowly walked to my door. After not being able to see in the peep hole because of the rain I opened it.

"Oh my god Beyoncé!" I quickly pulled her in, she was soaking wet.

I went to my hallway closet and grabbed two towels. Handing her one and using mine to help dry her off.

"Are you crazy ?! Why would you drive in this weather! You could have swerved off the road or worse had a crash." For the first time I looked up at her and noticed the bruise on her cheek.