sometimes, i feel like we're in a film. like every little detail is deliberately put into there. it is as if i am here because not only that i have a role here, a purpose, but also because i want to. i put myself into here because i feel like i am meant to be here, with you, in this place. we were eating in a ramen bar earlier today and i was taking good pictures of you. i would never get tired of looking at you behind lenses. your beauty never fails to mesmerize me. i want to make a film out of you. i want to make a film about your hands and how do it hold mine so delicately and gently but with firm assurance that you are here. i want to make a film about your smile and your laugh. i want to make a film and watch you love me over and over again. i will never get tired of this, of you, and everything that is about you.
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