my dear have we not talked about this yet? i'm sorry for the silence i always find myself in. i'm sorry for always being so seeking. i'm sorry for never noticing the space i've created with this silence. the empty noises around us fade when i'm with you. in this absence of noise i find myself loving you more. i'm sorry for the late replies. i'm sorry for the dead air and floating stares. i'm sorry i've been thinking a lot lately. i'm sorry for the distance i've yet to close. i'm sorry for being lonely. i know you're trying to reach out. i'll be forever grateful for that. i'm sorry if you ever felt like i'm not noticing but i do. every thing you do and every part of you. and thank you. thank you for understanding. thank you for loving me despite everything. thank you for risking your heart out there for something that is so unsure of itself. thank you for taking the fall and thank you for catching me in the far end. thank you for loving someone like me. thank you for keeping me sane. i don't know what i would do without you. thank you for always being there. thank you, always. i love you always, in all ways.
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